Month: January 2024

Colossians 3:12-14 KJV   Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering; Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye. And above all these things put on charity, which is the bond of perfectness.

Colossians 3:12-14 NIV  Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

Colossians 3:12-14 MSG   So, chosen by God for this new life of love, dress in the wardrobe God picked out for you: compassion, kindness, humility, quiet strength, discipline. Be even-tempered, content with second place, quick to forgive an offense. Forgive as quickly and completely as the Master forgave you. And regardless of what else you put on, wear love. It’s your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.

Observation

I have had the words “meek”and “humble” on my mind for the past few days. For years I thought they meant essentially the same thing, but never could understand why, if this was so, they would both appear in the same verse. So, I went on a search.

“Humble” is the opposite of “proud”.  Since, to me, proud means an over-developed sense of one’s own accomplishment and contribution to that success, then humble is having a clear and constant understanding that (1) God’s definition of accomplishment and success is very different from our culture’s definition, and (2) who we are, what we do and what we accomplish (our successes) must be defined by and rely upon the plan, presence, power and anointing of our God working in and through us.

“Meek” is the opposite of “pushy, self-assertive, domineering”. The word for meek (Gk. praus) is translated as “strength under control”.  “Ancient Greek war horses were trained to be meek, meaning they were strong and powerful yet under control and willing to submit” to the commands of their rider.  As you see above, “meekness” is variously translated as gentleness (the most common) and quiet strength. In our culture, gentleness or meekness are connected with weakness and becoming a doormat for those in power, avoiding conflict, giving up our rights in the face of overwhelming resistance, being a milquetoast. What a difference to associate it with strength reserved to be exercised at the right time and to the best advantage!

Impact on Me

Jesus was sent to minister to and sacrifice Himself for whosoever would come and embrace His Gospel.  He called Himself meek in the face of our repentance and submission (Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle (meek) and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”  Mt 11:28-30 NKJV). In the Sermon on the Mount we are told that the meek will inherit the earth.  Meekness is included as a fruit of the Spirit.  So, what do I do with all of this?

It all came together for me when I heard someone explain the two this way. Humility is knowing, living and being in sync and empowered by who you are in Christ.  Meekness is the measure of your submission to God, that quiet strength that says “yes” whether He is asking you to walk in blessing or sacrifice and persecution, being faithful when you don’t understand, responding according to the Word rather than according to your flesh or selfish desires, and, if necessary, being the doormat for someone to wipe the dirt (sin and all its fellows) off as he or she accepts Christ and enters into the presence of the Lord. Therefore, humility is not shy, unsure and retiring because Jesus was bold and confident when He faced His adversaries and when He healed the sick. Meekness is not being weak, overwhelmed and defeated; His meekness required that He boldly confront the religious leaders of the time for their hypocrisy and create chaos by overturning the merchant’s tables whose business was defiling the Temple. Jesus was no doormat to His enemies but He made Himself the doormat into Heaven for us by suffering the Cross so we could have a way to remove our sin and enter His presence .

So, I have to re-examine what Paul is teaching to the Colossians and others about building the right kind of strength in reserve and learning when to wait and when to act.  Learning to discern and refine the call on my life Jesus is making and the response it requires of me – IF I want to continue to become meek and more like Jesus. .

Prayer

Lord, God, Creator, Redeemer, Omniscient, Omnipotent, change me, make and mold me, to be that “new man” about whom Paul teaches, meek and humble so that I will completely submit myself to You so there is no hindrance to the flow of Your power and anointing in and through me. Help me to know and understand when this requires boldness and when it requires sacrifice, suffering persecution with patience and faith, or being the doormat into Heaven for another. Arrest me from reacting according to my flesh, my cultural training, when it is not also responding according to Your Word. May people come to meet and know You as they meet You in me, forgetting me but never forgetting You. Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

Colossians 1:7-12 (JB Phillips)  ^7-10 You learned these things, we understand, from Epaphras who is in the same service as we are. He is a most well-loved minister of Christ, and has your well-being very much at heart. As a matter of fact, it was from him that we heard about your growth in Christian love, so you will understand that since we heard about you we have never missed you in our prayers. We are asking God that you may see things, as it were, from his point of view by being given spiritual insight and understanding. We also pray that your outward lives, which men see, may bring credit to your master’s name, and that you may bring joy to his heart by bearing genuine Christian fruit, and that your knowledge of God may grow yet deeper.  ^11-12 As you live this new life, we pray that you will be strengthened from God’s boundless resources, so that you will find yourselves able to pass through any experience and endure it with courage. You will even be able to thank God in the midst of pain and distress because you are privileged to share the lot of those who are living in the light. 

Colossians 1:9-12 NIV   ⁹ For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you. We continually ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives, ¹⁰ so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, ¹¹ being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, ¹² and giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light. 

Observation

Colossae is a town about 100 miles east of Ephesus.  Epaphras was probably converted to Christianity under Paul’s Ephesian ministry and is thought to be the pastor of the church in Colossae.  Let us not forget that the Gospel is an entirely new message, a revolutionary life style of direct and intimate relationship with God.  Every convert – Jew or Gentile – came from some other background, some other form of religion, some other understanding of diety and its relationship with humankind.  The pagan gods were generally fickle, selfish, cruel, abusive and/or wrathful toward humankind; some gods just took no notice.   The Jewish religious leaders preached a god who was all justice and no mercy, no grace.  There were also groups, such as the Gnostics, who were twisting the Gospel to exclude Christ.

Paul prayed for these new Gentile Christians to be able to make this complete turnaround spiritually, to keep faithful to the truth of the Gospel of Christ, the One Who is the Way, the Truth and the Life, the only Savior and Redeemer.  This beautiful and powerful prayer of Paul’s rings out among all the competing religious voices, “We are asking God that you may see things, as it were, from his point of view by being given spiritual insight and understanding… that you may bring joy to his heart…”.   It all boils down to setting themselves to bring God joy in His heart by remaining faithful inwardly and in their outside lives to the truth of Christ and Him crucified.

Impact on Me

“We are asking God that you may see things, as it were, from his point of view by being given spiritual insight and understanding. We also pray that your outward lives, which men see, may bring credit to your master’s name, and that you may bring joy to his heart by bearing genuine Christian fruit, and that your knowledge of God may grow yet deeper.”  This prayer is full of whole life verses for me, especially vss. 9 & 10.  I want to be everything that Paul says and prays for these people.  These were humans who were not yet what Paul spoke over them, but were moving in the right direction in the midst of persecution and pressure to conform.  He was tilling the ground by praying what they can become, encouraging them to aspire to go deeper into relationship with Father God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. 

I want God’s heart to leap for joy because I bear the genuine Christian fruit that produces love, growth, character and fruit in others.  I want to be a well-loved minister of Christ because I put the well-being and  growth of others before my own, keeping my eye, strength and heart on accomplishing God’s goals because they are truly my own.  I want to see from His point of view so that my heart is broken for the unlovely, the untouchable, those devalued by society, those who reject God.  It is my heart’s goal to reveal Him to them through my outward life and the words He speaks through me in such a way that He is too real and too lovely to resist.  I want those I meet to remember only Christ and His Love when we part. 

Prayer & Dedication

Lord, help me to see things from Your point of view and respond in a way that brings joy to Your heart.  May I be loved by others only because they see and experience Your Love in and through me, Love which is impossible to deny, discount or resist.  I know, Lord, that this is counter intuitive for a human being with an emotional need to be approved, affirmed, recognized, so I am depending on You to help me to respond according to Your Word from my spirit, which is guided and directed by You alone, rather than my soul and my flesh, which may react in a completely human way.  I love You.  Continue to take the country of my heart, my mind, my awareness, my thoughts, my every action.  In Jesus’ Name, I pray.

Isaiah 9:1, 2, 4-6 (NLT). Nevertheless, that time of darkness and despair will not go on forever. The land of Zebulun and Naphtali will be humbled, but there will be a time in the future when Galilee of the Gentiles, which lies along the road that runs between the Jordan and the sea, will be filled with glory.  2  The people who walk in darkness will see a great light.  For those who live in a land of deep darkness,  a light will shine…4  For you will break the yoke of their slavery and lift the heavy burden from their shoulders.  You will break the oppressor’s rod, just as you did when you destroyed the army of Midian.  5   The boots of the warrior and the uniforms bloodstained by war will all be burned.  They will be fuel for the fire.  6   For a child is born to us, a son is given to us.  The government will rest on his shoulders. And he will be called:  Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

Psalm 84:5-7 (NLT).  What joy for those whose strength comes from the Lord, who have set their minds on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem.  6 When they walk through the Valley of Weeping, it will become a place of refreshing springs.  The autumn rains will clothe it with blessings.  7  They will continue to grow stronger, and each of them will appear before God in Jerusalem.

Observation

 “Nevertheless, that time of darkness and despair will not go on forever.”  When you are in the midst of a situation that is impossible to bear and feeling overwhelmed by darkness, despair battles with hope in you. You need the help of the Lord to climb out of darkness, turn from despair and embrace hope.  If we rely on our own strength in these times, we can ignore the reality of it, bury it, blame God for it or bear it, but it will only become the yoke of our slavery and heavy burden on our shoulders if we do.  Choosing to go it on our own will lead us farther into the darkness we are trying to escape.  However, if we choose to surrender our strength, our efforts, our control, The Lord is able to take us through the Valley of Weeping and Despair into that place of refreshing springs, blessings and peace that We find in His light.     

Impact on Me

 In 1984, we had just arrived in Texas when we received the call from my sister telling us that our 15-year-old daughter had been in a serious car accident resulting in a spinal injury and probable paralysis.  Just facing the impact on our daughter’s life was darkness enough, but we were self-employed fisherman with no health insurance because the cost was prohibitive.  We recognized very early on that any effort or solution we could contribute in this situation would be insufficient to change our daughter’s condition; even the doctors predicted extensive paralysis regardless of all they could do. We needed miracles – plain and simple – nothing else would do.

Our logical minds told us to accept the reality that was humanly possible – our daughter’s future and dreams severely impacted by paralysis as well as financial ruin for us – while hope spoke to us of God’s real ability to provide and turn the situation around that seemed so impossible. We could choose to embrace darkness or Light, despair or hope, our impossibilities or God’s possibilities. Our gracious, merciful and loving Father filled us with Gift Faith to choose Light, hope and the impossible. Thirty years later, our daughter walks on crutches, has a wonderful Godly husband, 3 children and 6 grandchildren (and counting) born to them who love and serve the Lord. She is a wonderful Godly woman, self-employed, serves in many ministry capacities in her church and is a shining witness that miracles are available for those today who will embrace them.

I find that Despair and his buddies are always ready to climb on my life bus and offer to drive when I am tired, disgusted, angry, self-absorbed, whining, worried, or overwhelmed by the enormity or futility of my current struggle. As I grow in wisdom, knowledge of the Word, and experience with the Lord, I have become more assertive in kicking Despair’s team off my bus because I am committed to let Hope and Faith drive.  I am learning to let the Holy Spirit keep the map, choose the route, determine the stops along the way and leave me to enjoy the ride. Sometimes I am challenged, convicted or sorrowed by a part of the journey and sometimes I am thrilled and blessed.  All I can be sure of is that Faith and Hope know the way and will get me to my final destination.  Shalom.

PRAYER

God of my hope, Jehovah Jireh, the Light unto my path, I praise You and thank You for caring for me.  When I invite You to meet me, walk with me and guide me through my desperate times, You are faithful to be there and stay alongside regardless of my whining, my waffling, my selfish narrowness of vision.  When I invite You into my good times, You celebrate with me and remind me that I am there because I listened and walked with You through the dark times.  May my walk always coincide with Yours because I choose to move toward You and link my arm with Yours.  I commit to keep You driving my bus.  In Jesus’ name, make it so.

Habakkuk 2:2-4 ESV And the Lord answered me:  “Write the vision; make it plain on tablets, so he may run who reads it.  ³ For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end—it will not lie.  If it seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it will not delay.  ⁴ “Behold, his soul is puffed up; it is not upright within him, but the righteous shall live by his faith.

Habakkuk 3:17-19 NLT   Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vines; even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren; even though the flocks die in the fields, and the cattle barns are empty, ¹⁸ yet I will rejoice in the Lord!  I will be joyful in the God of my salvation!  ¹⁹ The Sovereign Lord is my strength!  He makes me as surefooted as a deer, able to tread upon the heights.

Observation

The prophet Habakkuk lived and prophesied in Israel between the Assyrian Captivity and the Babylonian one.  His nation was far from God.  Habakkuk started his book with lamentation – “This country has gone to pot.  The rulers are corrupt.  There is no justice.  Where are You, God?”   God answers him with “If it (the fulfillment of the vision) seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it will not delay… ^4b the righteous shall live by his faith.”  God is encouraging Habakkuk to separate his hope from what he can see and choose to place his hope and trust in God’s timing, His wisdom, His justice, grace and mercy, even when imminent circumstances appear terrifying and overwhelming.  This book reflects our journey to becoming rooted and grounded in Christ – from the “Why me?  Where are You, God?” to entering God’s peace and rest through the continuing exercise of our faith so we can rejoice in the Lord in all circumstances.

The Apostle Paul links righteousness and faith 11 times in Romans alone, beginning with a reference to Habakkuk in Romans 1:17 – “For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, “The just shall live by faith.”  Hebrews 11 (the Faith Chapter) certainly makes clear that living by faith is no picnic but rather a journey of learning to abide in Christ, embracing His peace, until it brings us to a place of full submission to God’s will and purpose for us regardless of the cost.  The final verses of Habakkuk are his prayer of dedication to God – Even when all my resources are gone, “yet I will rejoice in the Lord!  I will be joyful in the God of my salvation!  The Sovereign Lord is my strength!  He makes me as surefooted as a deer, able to tread upon the heights.”

Impact on Me

I have never faced exactly what Habakkuk was facing.  The Babylonians were conquering the Assyrians on all fronts and taking possession of the lands they conquered.  Both of these nations had terrifyingly bloody reputations as conquerors and rulers.  The situation seemed hopeless for those in their path.  Yet, God is asking Habakkuk to stop looking around him and look up to where his hope belongs.  I have been in this situation – so focused on what was wrong or threatening around me rather than putting my complete trust in God’s grace, mercy, timing and His ability to fulfill His promises, will and purposes when He determines the time is right.  Habakkuk and I face different specific circumstances but the same journey – from fear to faith, from being moved by what I see rather than standing on what I know, from being stuck in the valley to being lifted up to “tread upon the heights” so I can see from God’s perspective.

For me, faith is a gift, given by God for me to embrace and exercise in good times and not so good ones.  I have found that my faith will be strengthened and deepened by trusting God in hopeless, difficult and desperate times.  When I was newly in Christ, when all was going well, I tended to lean on my own strength and abilities, and, foolishly and pridefully, even gave myself the credit or counted it as a reward for being “good.”  This was a problem because it was the way the Pharisees believed which led to excluding all problematic people from God’s favor and even His redemption.  Jesus changed that perception by showing God’s favor, healing and deliverance to those same problematic people.   Thankfully, I walked out of Habakkuk 1 and into the challenge of chapter 2 when my life journey provided hopeless, difficult and challenging circumstances.  I pray that I am moving on to chapter 3 to rejoice in the Lord in all circumstances – good or bad, easy or difficult, hopeful or hopeless – because He has proven Himself faithful in them all.

Prayer

God of our Hope, Redeemer, All-Wise Father, You are faithful and just always – even when I don’t understand why You allow the difficult circumstances to arise.  I repent for the times I have rebelled against submission to You and forgotten that You are not only sovereign but also good, always working in me to fulfill Your plan and purpose for me whether I understand or not.  Help me to change my prayer from lament to dedication – “Lord, here am I.  What do You need me to be and do right now in this moment, in this circumstance?”  May I never cease to praise You in all things.  In Jesus’ name, I pray.

2 Kings 6:24; 7:3-10 MSG At a later time, this: Ben-Hadad king of Aram pulled together his troops and launched a siege on Samaria. This brought on a terrible famine, so bad that food prices soared astronomically. Eighty shekels for a donkey’s head! Five shekels for a bowl of field greens! … It happened that four lepers were sitting just outside the city gate. They said to one another, “What are we doing sitting here at death’s door? If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”

So after the sun went down they got up and went to the camp of Aram. When they got to the edge of the camp, surprise! Not a man in the camp! The Master had made the army of Aram hear the sound of horses and a mighty army on the march. They told one another, “The king of Israel hired the kings of the Hittites and the kings of Egypt to attack us!” Panicked, they ran for their lives through the darkness, abandoning tents, horses, donkeys—the whole camp just as it was—running for dear life. These four lepers entered the camp and went into a tent. First they ate and drank. Then they grabbed silver, gold, and clothing, and went off and hid it. They came back, entered another tent, and looted it, again hiding their plunder. Finally they said to one another, “We shouldn’t be doing this! This is a day of good news and we’re making it into a private party! If we wait around until morning we’ll get caught and punished. Come on! Let’s go tell the news to the king’s palace!” So they went and called out at the city gate, telling what had happened: “We went to the camp of Aram and, surprise!—the place was deserted. Not a soul, not a sound! Horses and donkeys left tethered and tents abandoned just as they were.”

Observation

This is one of my benches on the path of life, a place I stop and listen and reflect on Who and What I allow God to be and do in my life.  It reminds me always that God is not limited by what I consider possible but able to do exceedingly, abundantly above what I can ask or think (Ephesians 3:20). Let’s look at this story.

Ben-Hadad is the king of Aram-Damascus has come to conquer Samaria, a territory ruled by King Arab of Israel. Both of these men are bad kings, ruthless, idolaters.  Ben-Hadad has surrounded the city for a long enough period of time to create such famine within the city walls that people are eating human flesh to survive. The prophet Elisha has predicted a sudden and complete overturn from famine to feasting through God’s miraculous intervention. This seems unbelievable and impossible even for God. Enter the four lepers into the story.

Lepers were pariahs, shunned, usually forced to live away from the general public, often wretchedly poor and malnourished without family caring for them. True leprosy affects the nerves and lepers often lost fingers, toes, noses, and became lame or otherwise struggled physically. There would have been no hope for food from inside the city during the famine. As they look at their options:   “What are we doing sitting here at death’s door? If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”  So, close your eyes and imagine it – four hobbling, shuffling starving beggars struggle to their feet and head off toward the enemy camp.  Here is where God enters the picture.

Over in the enemy camp, “The Master had made the army of Aram hear the sound of horses and a mighty army on the march.”  This is miraculous, something impossible without the direct intervention of God. Every soldier in the army of Aram panicked and fled leaving behind all of their equipment and supplies, enough to feed the entire city that was in famine.

Impact on Me

So, I come and sit at this bench often to contemplate this story because I am reminded of several critically important keys about Who and What I need to be and do to allow God to be large in and through my life.

First, God is not limited by my Possibility Box; He wants me to experience and live in His wide open possibilities no matter how impossible it may seem to me.

Second, it is better to be obedient than ready or fully equipped. Who else would choose the weakest, most despised outcasts to save the entire city? (I am always reminded here of Jesus’ crucifixion – the most shameful of deaths – that was always God’s way to save us.)

Third, look past the skin, the current condition, of a person and seek to be an instrument of the Holy Spirit to encourage, bless and assist him or her to become what God dreams for him or her. I am sure there is so much more for me to learn and pray that I will on future quiet times on this bench.

Prayer

Almighty and everlasting God, merciful and gracious, wonderful and so, so good, help me to stop at the benches You set in my life to sit, listen and contemplate what You would have me understand.  Will I ever understand reason for the pathways on which you lead me?  Will I ever stop worrying about my ability to do what You ask and trust absolutely in Your ability to equip me as needed to accomplish Your will and purpose?  Will I ever stop telling You how and what should be done and instead ask You what You would have me do and be in every circumstance?  Remind me always about this story and how simple it is to just be obedient and leave choosing the team, the plan and the execution to You.  Make it so. Amen.