On What I Am Ready to Believe

Matthew 21:21-22 MSG But Jesus was matter of fact: “Yes—and if you embrace this kingdom life and don’t doubt God, you’ll not only do minor feats like I did to the fig tree, but also triumph over huge obstacles. This mountain, for instance, you’ll tell, ‘Go jump in the lake,’ and it will jump. Absolutely everything, ranging from small to large, as you make it a part of your believing prayer, gets included as you lay hold of God.”

Observation

The word to remember here is “believing” which raises the question – how much do we pray for that we don’t really expect to happen?  We are great askers, often with a long list of what we think we need or what we have determined needs to happen to set the world or our part of it right side up.  Honestly, how often do we throw out a quick prayer just to satisfy the Christian protocol without really embracing the possibility of our prayer requests coming to pass?  Have we missed the step of “if you embrace this kingdom life and don’t doubt God”?  Have our prayers become like the Pharisees – ritual, duty, what is expected of the more spiritual of us?  

What we really need to do is to return to that first lovely moment when we received the grace provided by Jesus at salvation, the grace and overwhelming power that we experienced when we sincerely repented upon sinning again, the moment we embraced that kingdom life without any doubt that almighty God loves us enough to die for us.  When praying, we need to remember He is in charge, He is where the power comes from, and recognize that believing is the only contribution we really make to it all.  One man, one fig tree, one mountain, one world – Jesus did it all because He clearly understood all of this.

Impact on Me

When I neglect the Word and time with the Lord, I can be deceived into relying on my own strength and ability to accomplish, to comfort, to encourage.  When I do, I am in a very weak operating position.  I find that I can drift into formulaic praying for things that I don’t really expect to happen.  Sometimes this is because I haven’t seen any results before and don’t expect any results now.  Sometimes I don’t believe what I am praying for is possible.  Sometimes I am just impatient to see the results I want and foolishly think I can do something to make them happen.

Did I get there because I based God’s faithfulness and power to accomplish those results on whether He gave me that instant gratification – seeing God jump to conform to my expectations, my timetable?  Do I think He should adopt my plan over His because I think His plan is taking too long and we should use my shortcut?  Isn’t this the short-sightedness of ends justifying the means – like the devil’s offer in Matthew 4 to give the kingdoms of the world to Jesus if Jesus would just bow down and worship him?  “Bypass all the suffering, Jesus.  Here is a great shortcut to the end You want.” 

I want to always pray expecting God to show up and move but at the same time be willing to patiently wait on and trust His means.  How can I forget that my life is a journey of faith and submission to Jesus – a journey on which the challenges I face train and shape me in faith so I will be what I am called to be and do what I am called to do?   How do I get to the place that I believe I can change anything, much less “triumph over huge obstacles”, without depending on the Holy Spirit’s power working in and through me?  Until I am confident enough to believe and completely submit to God’s will, timing and ways when I pray, I am working at cross purposes to Him and should not expect to see results!   No shortcuts accepted, Mr. Devil!

Prayer

Lord God, all-wise, all powerful, all-knowing, gracious God, keep my on the journey that will conform me to Your ways and not the ways of this world.  Like Jesus, may I trust in what You have planned and set in motion regardless of whether I understand the reasoning or circumstances behind it.  May I always honor You in my prayers by expecting You to hear and answer appropriately – in Your will, in Your time, in Your way – producing eternal benefit even when my eyes don’t see it.  In Jesus’ name I pray.

On the Walls We Face

Isaiah  30:12-14  (MSG) Therefore, The Holy of Israel says this:  “Because you scorn this Message, preferring to live by injustice and shape your lives on lies, this perverse way of life will be like a towering, badly built wall that slowly, slowly tilts and shifts, and then one day, without warning, collapses — smashed to bits like a piece of pottery, smashed beyond recognition or repair, useless, a pile of debris to be swept up and thrown in the trash.” 

Observation

People like you and me make up every society in every nation of every time in history.  We can forget that they are people with families, hopes, dreams and challenges whether in 1000 BC or 2000 AD.  There are and have always been people who live in a way that pleases God and others who seek only to please and profit themselves at the cost of others (“live by injustice and shape your lives on lies”).  Because we have a perspective limited by mere decades of life, we can wonder why God does not move more quickly to execute justice.  Sometimes it seems in our lifetime that the wall is not tilting and shifting because the movement is imperceptible to us in our short lifespan.  We want Him to do so according to our time schedule – NOW.  We want to see results!

“…then one day, without warning, [the wall] collapses —   smashed to bits like a piece of pottery, smashed beyond recognition or repair, useless, a pile of debris to be swept up and thrown in the trash.”   I take note of the “without warning”.  Even when we look back, we lack the experience of being there, living in that society and under those conditions.  We are removed from and unaware of the deplorable condition of society that led up to the wall collapses that have come over the millennia, such as the revivals that completely turned a society right side up, the revolutions that have overthrown unjust rulers, and the social reforms that have succeeded against entrenched power/traditions.  There is no way to explain with words the history leading up to those powerful events; you must live them.   Perhaps, now we are beginning to see the wall tilt.

Impact on Me

As I look around at the culture that surrounds me, I often feel like a foreigner in a strange land.  And, then I realize that I am!  In Christ, I am a citizen of Heaven, an ambassador and missionary on mission to this Earth.  If I begin to feel intimidated by the seeming height, size and strength of the walls of ungodliness set to block the truth I am sent to share, I pray that I will be reminded that these are “towering, badly built wall[s]” that can fall as quickly and completely as the walls of Jericho did when the Hebrews just obeyed the directions of their God – even when it did not seem to make sense.

In those times of doubt, I want to remember that I have experienced miracles that cannot be explained with words – miracles of provision, healing and restoration.  There is nothing that compares to being in the midst of the power of God working, impacting your situation, making possible what is impossible, demonstrating that His eyes and attention are on you, filling you with a joy and peace that is immeasurable.  These kinds of experiences fill me with hope for the next impossible challenge.    They also cause me to recognize that it is not what talents, abilities, resources, experience, training or status I bring to the table that matter; it is only my faith, my willingness to be used and my obedience to His instructions that matter.  His success does not depend on me, but mine entirely depends on Him.

Prayer

Lord, God Almighty, Everlasting, Ever Faithful, may I never forget Who You are and will be in and through me when I just obey.  I may look at the walls that stand between the deceived and Your truth as walls that must tilt and collapse, “smashed to bits like a piece, smashed beyond recognition, a pile of debris to be swept up and thrown in the trash.”  Remind me always that Your time frame is based on Your eternal strategic perspective, not mine.  May I never lose hope in Your faithfulness and the fulfillment of Your Word when the time is right and most profitable to Your Kingdom purposes.  Romans 15:13 (JBP) “May the God of hope fill you with joy and peace in your faith, that by the power of the Holy Spirit, your whole life and outlook may be radiant with hope.”.  Let me know that the wall will fall when You are ready.  In Jesus’ name, I   pray.

On Location, Location, Location

Ephesians 1:3-8 NIV All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms because we are united with Christ. Even before He made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in His eyes. God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to Himself through Jesus Christ. This is what He wanted to do, and it gave Him great pleasure. So we praise God for the glorious grace He has poured out on us who belong to His dear Son.  7 He is so rich in kindness and grace that He purchased our freedom with the blood of His Son and forgave our sins. He has showered His kindness on us, along with all wisdom and understanding.

Observation

Many of my relatives worked in real estate.  They always said it was better to buy a fixer upper in a good location than to buy a beautifully remodeled house in a rundown or troubled area.  The location ultimately controlled the value, not the quality, size or appearance of the house.  Money, skill and time invested wisely in the fixer upper in a good neighborhood would bring a good return.  However, those same things spent on the home in the undesirable area were probably not going to generate the desired return.

I can see the same principle at work in the verses above.  The premium location is in Christ, where we, as the fixer upper, gain value as we allow the Holy Spirit to remodel us to God’s standards.  We are made whole and holy by His love from foundation to roof top.  We are made free from fault and, as we allow, fully restored in Him by the Holy Spirit.

No matter what we invest in self-improvement, no matter what we accomplish, no matter how much wealth we gather to ourselves, outside of Christ we reside in a location that on its own merits will generate no positive eternal return on investment.  While we may look beautiful on the outside, the cracks in the foundation and all the other hidden faults remain.  However, when we are relocated into Jesus’ neighborhood and give Him freedom to fix us, He can find and repair all those hidden faults (false religion, deceptions, sins, habits) until we are completely new – “God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in His eyes.”

Impact on Me

When I came to Christ, I was a definite fixer upper.  I accepted that there was a God and went to church but did not understand that He wanted to be personally involved in my life.  I was probably considered a good person, but I, like us all, had many hidden faults and a few cracks in my foundation that needed fixing.  In the beginning, I confess that I was ashamed for Him to see some of my hidden faults but came to understand that He was not ashamed of me or anything He found in me.  He was there to set me right, to make me whole and holy in His love.  I learned through trial and error that He would do all that I allowed Him the freedom to do – evidence that His grace also came with increasing “wisdom and understanding.”

“God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to Himself through Jesus Christ. This is what He wanted to do, and it gave Him great pleasure.”  This is an astounding realization!  Not only did He begin to remodel me from bottom to top, but also to lift me up and move me into His own household, one I could never afford on my own.  I love these verses because they so reflect my joy and gratitude for the richness of His grace toward me in making me family, in giving His son so I could be His. 

“So we praise God for the glorious grace He has poured out on us who belong to His dear Son.  He is so rich in kindness and grace that He purchased our freedom with the blood of His Son and forgave our sins.  He has showered His kindness on us, along with all wisdom and understanding.”

Prayer

Lord God, You are unbelievably gracious and merciful, loving and forgiving.  I do joyfully and gratefully praise and worship You, so rich in kindness and grace that You paid the price I could never pay so that I might be free, so that I might be redeemed and transformed through life in Christ.  You planned it all long before I was born and patiently drew me for 30 years before I repented for my sin and accepted all the grace and redemption You were offering.  Help me to give You freedom to remodel me so, in all I say or do, others will praise Your handiwork and give glory to You for all You have done.  May I be a home for all the family and even strangers to experience Your hospitality as You express it through me.  Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

On What’s in My Tabernacle

On What’s in My Temple

1 Kings 6:23-29 [MSG] “Then he made two cherubim, gigantic angel-like figures, from olivewood. Each was fifteen feet tall. The outstretched wings of the cherubim (they were identical in size and shape) measured another fifteen feet. He placed the two cherubim, their wings spread, in the Inner Sanctuary. The combined wingspread stretched the width of the room, the wing of one cherub touched one wall, the wing of the other the other wall, and the wings touched in the middle. The cherubim were gold-plated. He then carved engravings of cherubim, palm trees, and flower blossoms on all the walls of both the Inner and the Main Sanctuary.”

Observation

Why are cherubim always portrayed as little naked baby angels?  Here they are very definitely portrayed as the strong silent types (“gigantic angel-like figures”) who guard the very presence of God.  Their images are carved all over the inside walls of the Temple.  Very few people could even enter into the sanctuary (the Holy Place or the Holy of Holies) to see these carvings, so this was not a reminder to the general public.  Who needed to be reminded of what Heaven affords in provision, protection and power?  The priests who served. 

In addition to the cherubim, there are the palm trees – symbols of victory, the conquering King (the palm branches of the triumphal entry in John 12 and Revelation 7).  I think also of the wonder and relief that a palm would bring to a wanderer in the desert as the promise of an oasis with water, dates for food, rescue, rest, restoration, relief from the dry, parched journey.  

What of the flower blossoms?  They are beautiful, fleeting, striking, promising seed – spending themselves for the reproduction and generation of more plants, more flowers, more seeds in the future, symbols of hope and redemption.  

Why was all of this on the inside where the general public could not see it?  Because they were not yet redeemed.  Hebrews 9:6-15 This Tabernacle and its sacrifices were a temporary fix, a shadow of the relationship God wants to restore. This Tabernacle, the Temples, and now us as His temple are so reminiscent of the Garden of Eden, that place where God walked and talked with His people, the place He intends to restore to us all in Christ.

Impact on Me

The Word tells us that we are not only a holy people and God’s priests, but also the temple of God’s Spirit.  In Christ, we can enter into the Holy of Holies. I have to ask myself what is engraved on the walls inside me?   Do I look like this Tabernacle on the inside?

When Jesus enters this temple, does He find me offering sacrifices of praise, prayer, obedience, and commitment?  Does He hear my heart and soul declaring that God is my protection, my hope, my victory, my redeemer, my resource, my Lord Whom I obey gladly even to the point of being broken and spilled out for His will and purpose?  Is the presence of God in my Holy of Holies guarded by fiery, fierce cherubim who strike fear in the heart of any enemy that would dare to approach?  Is my service to God coated with gold from top to bottom?

With the help of His Holy Spirit, I am being remodeled, reconstructed, restored to look like His Heaven on the inside so that people who don’t yet know Him will meet Him in me.

Prayer

Lord, I want to serve you with clean hands and a pure heart, a holy temple in which You find the sacrifices You count worthy to praise and worship You.  May my tabernacle of Your Holy Spirit also look like Heaven on the inside, full of Your presence, power and anointing. May my altars always be smoking with that sweet savor of Your presence, Your wisdom, Your redemption, Your grace so that others will come to know You because they are drawn to that fragrance and meet You in me.  In Jesus’ name, I pray.

On Being the House Jesus Built

Hebrews 3:1-6 MSG So, my dear Christian friends, companions in following this call to the heights, take a good hard look at Jesus. He’s the centerpiece of everything we believe, faithful in everything God gave him to do. Moses was also faithful, but Jesus gets far more honor. A builder is more valuable than a building any day. Every house has a builder, but the Builder behind them all is God. Moses did a good job in God’s house, but it was all servant work, getting things ready for what was to come. Christ as Son is in charge of the house.  Now, if we can only keep a firm grip on this bold confidence, we’re the house!

[ESV] Therefore, holy brothers, you who share in a heavenly calling, consider Jesus, the apostle and high priest of our confession, 2who was faithful to him who appointed him, just as Moses also was faithful in all God’s house. 3For Jesus has been counted worthy of more glory than Moses—as much more glory as the builder of a house has more honor than the house itself. 4(For every house is built by someone, but the builder of all things is God.) 5 Now Moses was faithful in all God’s house as a servant, to testify to the things that were to be spoken later, 6but Christ is faithful over God’s house as a son. And we are his house if indeed we hold fast our confidence and our boasting in our hope.

Observation

Jesus is the Builder and the Son in charge of the house (which is us when we receive Him as Lord and Savior).  He desires to be the designer, builder, remodeler, butler, contractor, Lord of the manor – all of it.  As long as we allow, He will do as much as we allow to become what He has designed in His blueprints for us.  Everything we do needs to be based on this understanding, this foundation, this submission – whether it is study or service, parenting or being parented, giving or receiving, recreation or daily duties, whatever we do from moment to moment, day to day.  

If our foundation is Christ, if we allow Him to be the contractor, as He builds up the house, we should reveal Him to the world in all we do.  A difficulty arises when we forget to consult Him and start building on our own without running the plans by Him first.  I think of the Winchester House which became a confused labyrinth housing her fears and the ghosts of her past.  Building our lives willy nilly, just for the sake of building, accomplishing something, creating curb appeal that impresses others, rather than consulting Jesus’ blueprints for each of us, will end up the same.  Whatever He has designed for each of us is our perfect service, our perfect size and shape, our perfect purpose. 

Impact on Me

I have been known to identify myself as a recovering overachieving perfectionist who is not always recovering.  I struggle to balance putting too strong an emphasis on study and the gaining of knowledge with increased relationship-building, evangelism, outreach, daring to step out into new and bold experiences in faith.  While I 100% agree with the necessity and value of teaching apologetics, Christian foundations, and digging out the truth of the Gospel, these things all point inward and are, in their own way, selfish (what I get out of it) and easily controlled by me (my effort and ability determine my success).  Walking out the knowledge gained is quite another matter – my success depends on:

  • my obedience,
  • my submission,
  • my willingness to serve,
  • my faith to step outside a safe environment to take Jesus where I may not be comfortable or accepted,
  • my trust in what God has promised He will do,
  • my willingness to risk being a sacrifice and even appearing foolish and a failure.   

Even here, I must guard against the temptation to respond out of duty or looking for praise, again controlling my success by creating a checklist of “what is right to do.”  The teachings of Jesus were all about how we respond in love and gratitude by walking out our faith in the love and grace of Father God; the passion of Christ was the ultimate model for how I am to live my own life before God, “being faithful in everything God gave Him to do” because He could do no less.  Let all the credit go to my Builder, Jesus.

Prayer

Lord, I want to be faithful in everything You give me to do.  I want to balance knowledge with action, faith with deeds of compassion, mercy, truth.  Speak loudly and clearly to me so that I won’t ever be in doubt about Your wishes, Your will, Your plan for me.  I want to be a house built to Your specifications with only Your fingerprints on what is built.  In Jesus’ name, make it so.