Pressing On In His Footsteps

Mark 4:35-41 PHILLIPS  On the evening of that day, he said to them, “Let us cross over to the other side of the lake.” So they sent the crowd home and took him with them in the little boat in which he had been sitting, accompanied by other small craft. Then came a violent squall of wind which drove the waves aboard the boat until it was almost swamped. Jesus was in the stern asleep on the cushion. They awoke him with the words, “Master, don’t you care that we’re drowning?” And he woke up, rebuked the wind, and said to the waves, “Hush now! Be still!” The wind dropped and everything was very still. “Why are you so frightened? What has happened to your faith?!” he asked them. But sheer awe swept over them and they kept saying to each other, “Who ever can he be?—even the wind and the waves do what he tells them!”

Philippians 4:6-7 PHILLIPS  Don’t worry over anything whatever; tell God every detail of your needs in earnest and thankful prayer, and the peace of God which transcends human understanding, will keep constant guard over your hearts and minds as they rest in Christ Jesus.

Observation

“Jesus was in the stern asleep on the cushion.”  I spent many years working on boats on the Pacific Ocean. When the waters are relatively calm, the movement will rock you to sleep. When the waters are rough and stormy, the movement can violently launch you out of your bunk.  This boat must have been rocking wildly in the wind-driven waves to cause such anxiety among Jesus’ disciples, because in this boat were several seasoned fisherman (who were experienced boat handlers) sailing on their home fishing grounds.  Yet, Jesus is asleep. He is sure He is going to get to the other side of the Sea of Galilee regardless of the distractions or circumstances that confront Him on the way.  He turned this into a wonderful teaching moment for these men who would all be asked to live, serve and suffer through the storms of persecution that were to come.

Impact On Me

“Don’t worry over anything whatever.“  These verses have been mainstays in my storms, cornerstones of my faith, bulwarks against the assaults of the Enemy, over the years.  They are the keys to powerful weapons of God’s warfare during stormy times to combat my anxiety.  Anxiety is defined as “a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.”  I have learned through many storms that I cannot predict when they will arise nor can I control them when they do. No matter how much experience, knowledge or skill I have, the circumstances can be overwhelming, creating anxiety, if I focus on all the negative possible outcomes (They awoke him with the words, “Master, don’t you care that we’re drowning?”).  These verses remind me that no matter how furious and powerful the storm, Jesus is in my boat with me – either asleep or ready to calm the storm in me when I call on Him.

Philippians 4:6-7 MSG  Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life.

Devotion

Lord Jesus, when the storms arise, I want to remember to look to the stern of the boat.  If You are sleeping there, I want to sit down next to You and hold on, letting go of my frets and worries. I remember that You said, “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”  (John 14:27 NIV). I ask You by Your Holy Spirit to help me in the storms of life to pray and be aware that You are asleep in my boat so Your presence can displace the worries in my life. Help me to pass Your peace on to others in their stormy ties so they will come to know You through my life. I pray this all in Jesus’ name. Amen.

Ephesians 3:14-19 PHILLIPS When I think of the greatness of this great plan I fall on my knees before God the Father (from whom all fatherhood, earthly or heavenly, derives its name), and I pray that out of the glorious richness of his resources he will enable you to know the strength of the spirit’s inner re-inforcement—that Christ may actually live in your hearts by your faith. And I pray that you, firmly fixed in love yourselves, may be able to grasp (with all Christians) how wide and deep and long and high is the love of Christ—and to know for yourselves that love so far beyond our comprehension. May you be filled though all your being with God himself!

HOW DEEP THE FATHER’S LOVE FOR US
Stuart Townend © 1995 Thankyou Music

How deep the Father’s love for us, How vast beyond all measure,
That He should give His only Son To make a wretch His treasure.
How great the pain of searing loss – The Father turns His face away,
As wounds which mar the Chosen One Bring many sons to glory.

Behold the man upon a cross, My sin upon His shoulders;
Ashamed, I hear my mocking voice Call out among the scoffers.
It was my sin that held Him there Until it was accomplished;
His dying breath has brought me life; I know that it is finished.

I will not boast in anything, No gifts, no power, no wisdom;
But I will boast in Jesus Christ, His death and resurrection.
Why should I gain from His reward?  I cannot give an answer;
But this I know with all my heart – His wounds have paid my ransom.

Observation

All of creation and everything that has arisen from it, all that has occurred in the past or will happen in the future, is about this love.  Not all that was created or has happened reflects the intentions of His love, because creation and history has been twisted by the evil workings of God’s enemy, Satan.  However, all is still subject to His love, the grace, mercy and justice characteristic to it, and His eternal plan to redeem and restore everything to exist within it. His plan is not only to restore the earth to its proper order but also to restore mankind to his initial and intended relationship with this God of Love. 

To accomplish this redemption and restoration, He gave Himself as the sacrifice, the only sacrifice with enough value, enough purity, enough righteousness, enough eternal impact, to pay the price for, redeem, restore, forgive all sin – past, present and future.  This was His plan from the beginning because He was not surprised at Man’s Fall.  His Plan A was always “that Christ may actually live in your hearts by your faith” – God Himself paying the price and then freeing providing the priceless reward to whosoever will come and believe – “Why should I gain from His reward?  I cannot give an answer; But this I know with all my heart – His wounds have paid my ransom.”

Impact on Me

I have been many times in a mully-grubby place, vacillating between knowing and not knowing, understanding and not understanding, clearly seeing His footsteps before me and having them obscured by urgencies, distractions, emotional issues, or a path that might appear easier.  In those times, I was struggling to maintain a balance between those things I am able to bear and the unbearable, those things I can change and what I must leave to God, what I want and what He wants for and from me.  This wobbly place is a result of my soul listening more to my human flesh than the Spirit of Christ in me, depending more on what is possible for me to do rather than leaning into God’s possibilities.

Jesus is not surprised that these wobbly events occur in me; I am, after all, human – inconsistent, emotional, questioning, impulsive, prideful and so much more – a work in progress in Christ.  The remarkable, amazing, wondrous, extravagantly loving part is that He doesn’t give up on me. He listens to my whiny psalms and reminds me that He is with me and for me no matter what happened, is happening or will happen.  In one of those wobbly places, He gave me a picture of me floating peacefully on the calm sea of His love, out of sight of land, and reminded me that the ocean waters can be thousands of feet deep and thousands of miles wide.  His love is deeper, wider and safer – rest in it.

Devotion

 Lord God, my Redeemer, my Savior, my patient mentor, I stand in awe of You and all You have sacrificed for me.  I give You freedom in me to work Your love, joy, peace, patience, goodness, kindness, meekness, faithfulness and self-control.  I ask for Paul’s prayer to bear fruit in me -“And I pray that you, firmly fixed in love yourselves, may be able to grasp (with all Christians) how wide and deep and long and high is the love of Christ—and to know for yourselves that love so far beyond our comprehension.”  May I be grateful, wise, honest and courageous enough to see with Your eyes and love with Your heart regardless of the cost to me.  Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

Romans 8:22-30 PHILLIPS  It is plain to anyone with eyes to see that at the present time all created life groans in a sort of universal travail. And it is plain, too, that we who have a foretaste of the Spirit are in a state of painful tension, while we wait for that redemption of our bodies which will mean that at last we have realised our full sonship in him. We were saved by this hope, but in our moments of impatience let us remember that hope always means waiting for something that we haven’t yet got. But if we hope for something we cannot see, then we must settle down to wait for it in patience. The Spirit of God not only maintains this hope within us, but helps us in our present limitations. For example, we do not know how to pray worthily as sons of God, but his Spirit within us is actually praying for us in those agonising longings which never find words. And God who knows the heart’s secrets understands, of course, the Spirit’s intention as he prays for those who love God. Moreover we know that to those who love God, who are called according to his plan, everything that happens fits into a pattern for good. God, in his foreknowledge, chose them to bear the family likeness of his Son, that he might be the eldest of a family of many brothers. He chose them long ago; when the time came he called them, he made them righteous in his sight, and then lifted them to the splendour of life as his own sons.

Observation

Romans 8 is a chapter about step by step letting go of our past, moment by moment embracing all that being “in Christ” provides for us, and day by day putting our hope and faith in the future God has planned for us all (“in our moments of impatience let us remember that hope always means waiting for something that we haven’t yet got”).  Paul encourages us to be patient in our “state of painful tension” – that is, in our impatience, anguish and urgency to see the results we want or perceive the progress we have determined to be productive in ourselves and others. He tells us that, albeit most of the time imperceptibly to us, the Holy Spirit is working God’s love, grace and truth in us and the world around us 24/7/365.  He is doing this in powerful, life-changing ways invisible to us in other hearts and other places inaccessible to us. He asks us to trust in God’s original and only plan – even when we don’t understand how “everything that happens fits into a pattern for good.” 

This is all fine and good when life is going smoothly, but becomes so difficult when we face urgent and heartbreaking circumstances that shake us to our foundation – prodigal children, chronic or fatal illness, death, divorce, and so on. How could God turn such events to bring about good, to accomplish His original and only plan?  How can He give us beauty for ashes and joy for mourning?  How can we calm ourselves to hear the Holy Spirit when the circumstances send our emotions into chaos?  It is turning to God, calling on Him in these times that proves “his Spirit within us is actually praying for us in those agonising longings which never find words. And God who knows the heart’s secrets understands, of course, the Spirit’s intention as he prays for those who love God.”  In these times we find our true hope rests securely only in God!

Impact on Me

 Paul experienced persecutions, including imprisonment, shipwreck and beatings. When I look back over my life, I can see times of spiritual and emotional “imprisonment, shipwreck and beatings” where the scars are not visible but just as painful and wounding.  So have you. Relationship breakup or divorce, mental or physical illness, mistreatment or abuse, rejection, abandonment, or betrayal, death of loved ones, prodigal children, church issues – to name just a few – all create wounds that make us hypersensitive and wary of reliving the pain caused and condition our reactions to the world, situations and circumstances around us.  Paul is asking us to let Jesus heal the wounds of the past so we can respond according to hope and faith rather than react according to the wounds we carry (our flesh).  He is asking us to be defined by God’s future for us rather than our past experiences, the fear created by our wounds, or what this world can offer.

In Christ my past no longer can hurt or limit me – if I allow myself to release the guilt, shame and sensitivities of my life before salvation began its work in me. In Christ, I can freely forgive because I have been freely forgiven. In Christ, I am His beloved regardless of how the world judges my worth. In Christ, I can rejoice and trust always even when the world calls me foolish. It is my choice to live as who I am in Christ or as a child of the world.

 “In Christ alone, my hope is found. He is my life, my strength, my song. This cornerstone, this solid ground, firm through the fiercest drought and storm. What heights of love, what depths of peace, when fears are stilled and striving cease. My Comforter, my all-in-all; here in the love of Christ I’ll stand.”

Devotion

 My God, my God, You are all-in-all – Holy, loving, knowing, powerful, eternal, Creator, Redeemer, Restorer.  You have planned from beginning to end, start to finish, a perfect, eternal, majestic strategy to accomplish Your will and purpose. So much of the time I do not understand what is happening or how it can ever be turned around for good BUT I know You do. Forgive me for all the times I have failed and chosen to live as in the world rather than in Christ. Help me to set aside my need to understand or do something to fix it and instead pray, placing my hope and trust in You.  In those times, cause me to remember and rest in “to those who love God, who are called according to his plan, everything that happens fits into a pattern for good.”  Help me to embrace, believe and live as Your child in Christ as I walk through my life on this earth.  I know it is Your desire to see this accomplished in me. Make it so, Lord, in Jesus’ name I pray.

Acts 28:20 (Phillips)  “But it is because of this accusation of the Jews that I have asked to see you and talk matters over with you. In actual fact it is on account of the hope of Israel that I am here in chains. … (23-24) When they had arranged a day for him they came to his lodging in great numbers.  From morning till evening he explained the kingdom of God to them, giving his personal testimony, trying to persuade them about Jesus from the Law of Moses and the Prophets. As a result several of them were won over by his words, but others would not believe.”

2 Tim 4:1-2 (Phillips) “I urge you, Timothy, as we live in the sight of God and of Christ Jesus (whose coming in power will judge the living and the dead), to preach the Word of God. Never lose your sense of urgency, in season or out of season. Prove, correct, and encourage, using the utmost patience in your teaching.”

Observation

Paul was single-minded in achieving what God gave him to do – never distracted by circumstances, situations or events from staying the course to fulfill his God-given purpose, his mission, his calling – always willing to be a sacrifice (“here in chains”) if that was required to obey God’s call.  When an angel of God told him that he was going to Rome, nothing that happened subsequently could make him doubt that he would arrive safely in Rome in God’s perfect timing.  Storm, shipwreck, threats of death and poisonous snakebite were all just events to endure along the way.  I don’t hear him fretting about the delay. 

No matter where or in what circumstances he found himself, he was instant in season and out along the way – always ready to use every opportunity to demonstrate God’s power and preach the Gospel; he believed AND practiced what he preached (2 Tim 4).  He did not “lose his sense of urgency” in whatever circumstance or place in which he found himself.  He shared the Gospel on the sea and on the shore, during the storm and during the calm, seizing the opportunities presented by a snakebite and a healing to open the ears and hearts of a fresh audience, – always keeping his eyes on the calling to which he was called – always content to let the return on his investment, the cost to him, and the price he paid be measured by God – ever confident in God’s ability to fulfill His will and purpose in His perfect time.  Reminds me of Jesus…

Impact on Me

I do get distracted by circumstances, situations and events.  It is especially hard for me to wait for God’s perfect timing, to remember that He will get me where I need to be, equipped as I need to be, when I need to be there to fulfill His will, purpose and calling on my life.  I want to suddenly transport to that final destination – get busy, get on with it!!! – rather than trust in the wisdom and timing of His plan for me.  Like a truculent child, I am sure that I am ready NOW and should have what I want NOW.  I need to be more like Paul, more like Jesus – trusting without question in God’s perfect plan, perfect timing, perfect preparation plan and training, perfect execution. 

No matter where or in what circumstances I find myself, I need to look for opportunities to: train for and practice my calling, grow in faith, release the Holy Spirit’s anointing, give God control of my location, situation, circumstances.  In other words, be fully submitted to God and His will, purpose, and plan for me.  I need to be more like Paul, more like Jesus – watching for ways to be used along the road as a means of preparation for the ultimate fulfillment of my calling, rather than focusing so much on the end of the journey (my vision of fulfillment of God’s call on my life) that I ignore the opportunities along the way to demonstrate the love, grace, redemption, righteousness, peace and joy which I have in Christ. 

Devotion

Lord God, Loving Father, Perfect Teacher, You are holy and gracious to extend grace so many times.  Again, I find myself at the Cross, confessing my failures, my pride, my selfishness that causes me to want my own way rather than Yours, grateful for forgiveness but sorrowful that I come looking for the same forgiveness AGAIN. Lord, I pray that I will fully embrace Your Cross, always be aware of Your Blood staining me, and the price You paid for me to be reconciled and redeemed, so that I will be grateful and aware enough to make better choices to be more like You, content and ever watchful as I follow the pathway Father God has planned for me.

2 Kings 7:3-7 NIV Now there were four men with leprosy at the entrance of the city gate. They said to each other, “Why stay here until we die? If we say, ‘We’ll go into the city’—the famine is there, and we will die. And if we stay here, we will die. So let’s go over to the camp of the Arameans and surrender. If they spare us, we live; if they kill us, then we die.”

At dusk they got up and went to the camp of the Arameans. When they reached the edge of the camp, no one was there, for the Lord had caused the Arameans to hear the sound of chariots and horses and a great army, so that they said to one another, “Look, the king of Israel has hired the Hittite and Egyptian kings to attack us!” So they got up and fled in the dusk and abandoned their tents and their horses and donkeys. They left the camp as it was and ran for their lives.

2 Kings 7:3-7 MSG. It happened that four lepers were sitting just outside the city gate. They said to one another, “What are we doing sitting here at death’s door? If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose. 

So after the sun went down they got up and went to the camp of Aram. When they got to the edge of the camp, surprise! Not a man in the camp! The Master had made the army of Aram hear the sound of horses and a mighty army on the march. They told one another, “The king of Israel hired the kings of the Hittites and the kings of Egypt to attack us!” Panicked, they ran for their lives through the darkness, abandoning tents, horses, donkeys—the whole camp just as it was—running for dear life.

Observation

This is one of my favorite stories in the entire Bible!  It ranks right up there with other miracles like the parting of the Red Sea, the three Hebrews in the fiery furnace, David and Goliath and Balaam’s talking donkey, but, additionally, this one speaks to me personally. We enter into this story as Ben-Hadad, king of Aram (Syria), has surrounded and besieged the city of Samaria, capital of the northern kingdom of Israel, for an extended length of time. The situation inside the city is desperate and the food shortage so great that the people have resorted to cannibalism.  The king of Israel (Joram, son of Ahab and Jezebel) bemoans his fate and blames God and His prophet Elisha. He sends men to murder Elisha, saying, “This trouble is directly from God! And what’s next? I’m fed up with God!” (2 Kings 6:33 MSG). Elisha makes the “impossible” prediction that by tomorrow, at the same time of day, the siege will be ended, the city will be saved and food will be plentiful.  Needless to say, they don’t believe him!

Enter our four starving lepers. Leprosy is a progressive, degenerative disease that presents with white patches on the skin but also impacts the nervous system and, untreated, results in the loss of body parts (fingers, toes, skin, feet and so on). While “leprosy” is used to cover a multitude of skin diseases in the Bible, these four are isolated from the general population and probably ranked among the incurable, soon-to-be-dead.  At the best of time, lepers were outcasts and valueless to this society, the lowest of the low.  When they say, “Why stay here until we die?”, they recognize that they face death no matter what choice they make – stay put, go into the city, or surrender to the enemy. 

So, here is the picture I see. These four sick, starving, scrawny, ragged men struggle to their feet, take up their crutches, and painstakingly hobble and stumble as they make their way in the gathering dusk toward the enemy camp in the hope of getting one last meal before they die (“If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”).   Now, the miracle!  While I am sure their stumbling, staggering, shuffling progress was noisy, God struck fear in the hearts of the Aramean army by multiplying and magnifying these small noises into the sound of two fierce armies (Hittite and Egyptian) coming to attack them!  In a panic, the entire Aramean army “fled in the dusk and abandoned their tents and their horses and donkeys. They left the camp as it was and ran for their lives.”  Only God could do such a thing!

Impact on Me

So, why is this story so special to me?  Why does it impact me every time I return to 2 Kings 7 as powerfully as it does?  Here are four people with no qualifications, skills, authority, influence, training, strength – really nothing to offer, considered valueless and discarded – who, in God’s hands were used to save an entire city.  Their vision was very small, very limited, but hope got them up and moving to accomplish it.  Whenever I am tempted to give up or pass on an opportunity for God to use me, I am reminded of these four. It is not my qualifications, skills, authority, influence, training or strength that God needs to accomplish His will and purpose. If He can save a city with these four, He can take my hope, my obedience birthed in my experience of faith, knowing I can trust Him to go with me.  This give me confidence that He can magnify my small effort to make the enemy flee in terror.  I need to step out of my possibility box and into His infinite possibilities.

Devotion

Lord, You are the Almighty, Holy, All-Powerful, only True God. I ask that You make me an instrument in the Redeemer’s hand, so that my small hope, faith, and obedience can be magnified by You into salvation, redemption, restoration for many and glory for You. Remind me that You will effectively use whatever I bring to the table, but You need nothing more than my conscious decision to be willing and obedient in order for You to accomplish Your will and purpose. I pray this all in the name of Jesus.