Genesis 50:20 MSG Don’t you see, you planned evil against me but God used those same plans for my good, as you see all around you right now—life for many people.
Romans 8:26-28 Phillips The Spirit of God not only maintains this hope within us, but helps us in our present limitations. For example, we do not know how to pray worthily as sons of God, but His Spirit within us is actually praying for us in those agonising longings which never find words. And God who knows the heart’s secrets understands, of course, the Spirit’s intention as He prays for those who love God. 28-30 Moreover we know that to those who love God, who are called according to His plan, everything that happens fits into a pattern for good.
Observation
God’s pattern for good is often a mystery for us. I am sure that Joseph wasn’t feeling the goodness while he was being sold into slavery, then unjustly accused by Potiphar’s wife, and ending up in jail. But, in hindsight, he could see why he was where he was and what God was doing in the not so good times of his life. He was handpicked and specifically placed for God’s purposes.
Paul is another who was specifically chosen by God and then molded and shaped to fulfill His will and purpose – in and out of jail, shipwrecked, beaten, hungry, homeless and more. His life could be the basis for a “sick, sober and sorry, broke, disgusted and sad” country song! Paul endured it all for the sake of the Gospel, seeing each circumstance as an opportunity to share Jesus in a new place with a new group of people.
These two trusted and rested in wherever our good God would lead them and accepted whatever they must endure knowing that the ultimate destination was “life for many people.” I wonder what I would have done in their stead – bemoan my circumstances or look around to see where Jesus was leading?
Impact on Me
I have found in my Christian walk that God is the best, the perfect Father, because He is more interested in:
- building my character than providing my comfort,
- becoming my hope and Comforter in unbearable or unspeakable times,
- strengthening my endurance in faith rather than making my life easy,
- walking alongside me at my pace to build a relationship that will withstand every flaming arrow the enemy may shoot,
- patiently teaching me (again and again) how to trust His plan and timing rather than bustling about trying to bring about my own “perfect” plans to rectify or solve the issues I face.
In other words, He loves me enough to work for my good regardless of how I may view the process or the circumstances I must endure. Faith becomes stronger when it is exercised and I tend to exercise it more when I know I don’t have the answer or have no control over changing my circumstances or just have no strength to go on or rise above them.
I have to admit that most of the deep holes I have found myself in where of my own making – running ahead of God, pursuing my own solutions, or heading in a different direction that He was leading. One thing I have always found is that He holds no grudge, never shames me with “I told you so!” or turns a deaf ear. He goes with me into the morass, the darkness, the fire and, when I repent for my rebellion, arrogance, or other human failing, and call out to Him, He leads me out. I find that He has been close by waiting for my call, praying for me to see and call out to Him. “His Spirit within us is actually praying for us in those agonising longings which never find words. And God who knows the heart’s secrets understands, of course, the Spirit’s intention as He prays for those who love God.” What did I do to deserve such a Savior?
Prayer
Father, You are the perfect parent, One Who knows my heart and my intentions. You respond with grace and forgiveness when I repent, never shaming me but always encouraging, comforting, and building me up when I turn to find You again. Give me the wisdom to trust You, regardless of where You lead me and where You place me, so that I may give You joy in Your heart by responding according to Your Word and grace. I want to be all that You dream for me to be, using all the talents, abilities, and wisdom that You have gifted to me in the ways You desire. I ask it all in Jesus’ name. Make it so.