On Departing Hollow Pathways

2 Corinthians 5:17-21 Phillips  For, if a man is in Christ, he becomes a new person altogether—the past is finished and gone, everything has become fresh and new. All this is God’s doing, for He has reconciled us to himself through Jesus Christ; and He has made us agents of the reconciliation. God was in Christ personally reconciling the world to Himself—not counting their sins against them—and has commissioned us with the message of reconciliation. We are now Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were appealing direct to you through us. As His personal representatives we say, “Make your peace with God.” For God caused Christ, who Himself knew nothing of sin, actually to be sin for our sakes, so that in Christ we might be made good with the goodness of God.

“Environment, nurture, wounds, relationships, choices, and experience—all of these leave their mark on us. Over time, our responses become habits, habits become patterns, and patterns begin to feel less like something we do and more like simply who we are. The deeper these “hollow pathways,” the less we even notice we are walking in them. That may be the most dangerous thing about the old self: from the inside, these “hollow pathways” can feel perfectly normal. We need a life other than our own to expose them—a different Spirit, a different standard, a different way of being human. And this is precisely what Christ gives us: not merely a better pattern to imitate, but His own life within us.”  Mark Slomka, my pastor for life, from his Merely Human Blog

Observation

We humans are a messy bunch.  We are imprinted with the experiences of our pasts – good and bad.  Our families can be nurturing or wounding or both.  The struggles – emotional, physical, spiritual – that mark our lives can establish strong character or undermine us.  “Over time, our responses become habits, habits become patterns, and patterns begin to feel less like something we do and more like simply who we are… That may be the most dangerous thing about the old self: from the inside, these “hollow pathways” can feel perfectly normal.” 

This is our legacy from Adam and Eve choosing to make themselves the gods of the knowledge of good and evil.  Humans are much to swayed by pride, inconsistent and wobbly in sense, perspective and understanding, to be any good at it.  In Christ, we have an opportunity to reconcile their mistake.  We can bypass the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and, through reconciliation provided by the Cross and continued submission to the work of the Holy Spirit in us, reestablish and sustain the relationship our God intended at the beginning.  “For, if a man is in Christ, he becomes a new person altogether—the past is finished and gone, everything has become fresh and new. All this is God’s doing, for He has reconciled us to himself through Jesus Christ…”  What an extraordinary price to pay for relationship with us!

Impact on Me

The quote above is from a very wise pastor that God gifted into my life.  One of the gifts he exercised so well was challenging me to examine and evaluate the “hollow pathways” of my life.  He challenged me to be made new in Christ, to live above the circumstances of my past (temporary and temporal) by pursuing and embracing the eternal and holy.   He was an example to me of a merely human person in active pursuit of the fullness of the relationship Christ died to provide.  I provided a link to his blog above.

“For God caused Christ, who Himself knew nothing of sin, actually to be sin for our sakes, so that in Christ we might be made good with the goodness of God.”  This is my goal.  To allow this mere human (emotionally wobbly and flawed) to be overcome, overwhelmed and overflow with the goodness of God, with the mercy and grace of Christ, with the anointing of His Holy Spirit.  This is what Jesus died for me (and us) to be.  It is up to me to allow Holy Spirit to do the work to make  it happen.

Devotion

Father God, Creator, Redeemer, Lover of My Soul, You are worthy of all worship and praise.  I stand in awe of Your love for us, the value You place upon a relationship with us, the lengths to which You are willing to go to pursue and woo us.  I want to be surrendered to Your Holy Spirit so completely that You can dwell in me and I will be completely at rest in You.  I know that this will require sacrifice – forgiving/letting go of my past wounds, laying down my rights and expectations, being willing to be a fool for Your purposes and so much more.  Help me to remember when the choice comes that this is departing my hollow pathways to journey with You.  Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

On Being a Good Citizen

Romans 13:1-3 MSG Be a good citizen. All governments are under God. Insofar as there is peace and order, it’s God’s order. So live responsibly as a citizen. If you’re irresponsible to the state, then you’re irresponsible with God, and God will hold you responsible. Duly constituted authorities are only a threat if you’re trying to get by with something. Decent citizens should have nothing to fear.

3-5 Do you want to be on good terms with the government? Be a responsible citizen and you’ll get on just fine, the government working to your advantage. But if you’re breaking the rules right and left, watch out. The police aren’t there just to be admired in their uniforms. God also has an interest in keeping order, and he uses them to do it. That’s why you must live responsibly—not just to avoid punishment but also because it’s the right way to live.

6-7 That’s also why you pay taxes—so that an orderly way of life can be maintained. Fulfill your obligations as a citizen. Pay your taxes, pay your bills, respect your leaders.

1 Timothy 2:1-3 MSG The first thing I want you to do is pray. Pray every way you know how, for everyone you know. Pray especially for rulers and their governments to rule well so we can be quietly about our business of living simply, in humble contemplation. This is the way our Savior God wants us to live.

Observation

“Be a good citizen. All governments are under God. Insofar as there is peace and order, it’s God’s order.  So, live responsibly as a citizen.“  This was written to Christians in Rome, a pagan culture ruled by leaders who viewed Christians as rebels and a threat to the state.  Christians experienced persecution, imprisonment and even martyrdom.  Paul is directing this church to be in the world but not of it, peacefully, patiently, consistently increasing the contrast between other religions and faith in Jesus Christ.  Be first citizens of Heaven who demonstrate obedience, submission to authority and living a peaceful life so to model a better way of living in faith, even to the point of death. 

“Pray especially for rulers and their governments to rule well so we can be quietly about our business of living simply, in humble contemplation.”   Timothy was also leading a congregation living under Roman rule, an economy based in strongly entrenched idol worship, and discrimination in business and social acceptance.  However, again Paul is asking us to look past the outward obstacles to emphasize the basis of the evangelism Jesus modeled for us – be willing to be a sacrifice in whatever way is required of you, look past the outward to contend for the salvation of the soul, love your enemy, be a living example of what a life in Christ provides (Romans 12).     

Impact On Me

“Fulfill your obligations as a citizen. Pay your taxes, pay your bills, respect your leaders.” I have lived a long time in this United States of America.  I have had times when I agreed with the federal/state/local elected or appointed officials and times when I have not.  Apparently, that is not the basis for how I am to respond to current rulers. I am to respect and pray for them whether I agree with them or not.  

I know that there will be no perfect government until all government is on the shoulders of Jesus. Paul did not say pray for those with whom you agree and rebel against those with whom you do not.  He reminds me that:   (1) God is sovereign; (2) I am first a citizen of Heaven; (3) I have been given to the USA as an ambassador of Heaven; (4) As an ambassador, I am to represent my country, its interests, and its ruler in a way that brings truth, peace, salvation, redemption, restoration and unity.   

“That’s why you must live responsibly—not just to avoid punishment but also because it’s the right way to live.”   So, it is my responsibility as a follower of Christ to pray for those who rule over me, to be a good and dutiful citizen without compromising my faith, to rely on my King to provide for and guide me in the right way to live regardless of how that is received in the secular culture around me, to never abandon mercy for judgment, to be willing to be misunderstood or persecuted so that Holy Spirit can accomplish His will and purpose, to pray for wise and Godly leadership at all levels while I strive to be in the world but not of it. 

Devotion

Father God, You are the One True God, Creator of the Universe, the Most High God, the Alpha and Omega, the All-Knowing One.  You have always been sovereign, always in control, always the One Who sets up kings and takes them down, always the One Who sees the whole picture of eternity, always the One Who is faithful to Your plan to redeem Your creation.  In these verses, Paul is telling me to put all my trust in You, all my responses rooted in Your Word, regardless of the circumstances, regardless of what I may face, regardless of the chaos that is happening around me.  Like David, I can lament away, crying out against injustice, as long as I get to the “but God…”, recognizing the You alone see all, know all, and are the One Who has all things working together for good for those who love and serve You.  May I be fully submitted and obedient, especially when I don’t understand and things don’t make sense.  Make it so in Jesus’ name.

On God’s Plan May Not Make Sense


Joshua 5:13-15 MSG And then this, while Joshua was there near Jericho: He looked up and saw right in front of him a man standing, holding his drawn sword. Joshua stepped up to him and said, “Whose side are you on—ours or our enemies’?” 14 He said, “Neither. I’m commander of God’s army. I’ve just arrived.” Joshua fell, face to the ground, and worshiped. He asked, “What orders does my Master have for his servant?” 15 God’s army commander ordered Joshua, “Take your sandals off your feet. The place you are standing is holy.”  Joshua did it.

Proverbs 3:5-6 MSG  Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own.  Listen for God’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; He’s the one who will keep you on track.

Observation

I believe this commander was Jesus.  He allowed Joshua to fall down and worship Him, something an angel would not do, and Jesus is identified as the commander of God’s army in Revelation (Revelation 19:9-16 NIV).  Regardless, any meeting with any angel must have been a jarring, overwhelming experience since the glory of God accompanied them (Luke 2:8-10).  This man must have exuded the appearance, confidence and awesome presence of a truly mighty warrior for Joshua to accept his self-identification as the commander of God’s army. 

Joshua asks, “Whose side are you on—ours or our enemies’?”  When the man says, “Neither,” he is making Joshua aware that there is a third side to choose.  “What orders does my Master have for his servant?”  Joshua abandoned his battle plans, took the third side – God’s side – and did not hesitate to submit his authority to God’s commander.  He had seen enough of the ways of God in Egypt, in the wilderness and crossing over Jordan to adopt God’s plan without hesitation.  I am sure he did not understand how marching around the city would bring the walls down.  Nevertheless, the battle plan for Jericho was going to be fought with the weapons of obedience, faith, and submission to the same God who brought them out of Egypt and through the wilderness.

Impact on Me

How often do I only see or consider two sides – my side and the opposing one?  How often do I assume that God is on my side rather than ensuring that I am on His?  How often do I launch into battle without presenting my plans to God to see if they sync with His?  Jesus consistently shocked His disciples by challenging the religious and cultural status quo.  Do I need a big scary angel to stand in my way to stop me from going it on my own?  Am I willing to submit to a plan that doesn’t make sense to me?  Which of us would come up with a salvation battle plan that starred a meek and humble man untrained in war, a troublemaker rejected by the accepted religious authorities, a crucified Savior? 

 “Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own.”  In my experience, choosing God’s side is not always easy, comfortable, safe or logical.  I had to learn the hard way that I was not always going to understand or be my version of successful or even be liked in my faithfulness.  At the very least, my pride will have to die in submitting to Jesus as Lord.  I want to be like Joshua at this moment and like Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane when the time comes to choose sides.

Devotion

Almighty, All-Wise, Merciful God, Your battle plan for redeeming humankind may not make sense to me but I choose Your side, Your plan, Your weapons.  Train me to recognize how to use love, grace, mercy, forgiveness, humility, kindness and all Your other virtues as weapons to fight Your battles for the souls You desire to save.  Change my definition of success to align with Yours.  May I clearly hear and quickly obey Your commands on each and every battlefield where You send me.  I ask it all in the name of Jesus.  Make it so.

On Exploding Pretensions

2 Kings 7:3-7 MSG It happened that four lepers were sitting just outside the city gate. They said to one another, “What are we doing sitting here at death’s door? If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”  So after the sun went down they got up and went to the camp of Aram. When they got to the edge of the camp, surprise! Not a man in the camp! The Master had made the army of Aram hear the sound of horses and a mighty army on the march. They told one another, “The king of Israel hired the kings of the Hittites and the kings of Egypt to attack us!” Panicked, they ran for their lives through the darkness, abandoning tents, horses, donkeys—the whole camp just as it was—running for dear life. 

1 Corinthians 1:26-29 PhillipsFor look at your own calling as Christians, my brothers. You don’t see among you many of the wise (according to this world’s judgment) nor many of the ruling class, nor many from the noblest families. But God has chosen what the world calls foolish to shame the wise; he has chosen what the world calls weak to shame the strong. He has chosen things of little strength and small repute, yes and even things which have no real existence to explode the pretensions of the things that are—that no man may boast in the presence of God. 

Observations

This may seem strange at first, but, to me, this is one of the most encouraging stories in the entire Old Testament.  The city has been cut off from resources for months.  The people in the city have resorted to unthinkable ends by the lack of food.  The prophet Elisha has predicted a sudden and dramatic turn around of the situation, but no one believes him. Outside the city gates, with no hope for help or food from inside the city, we have these four lepers.  Now lepers were avoided by others because the disease was communicable (it is a virus), had no cure and resulted over time in disfigurement, even to the extent of losing fingers, toes, noses.  Lepers were considered a waste of space and resources.

These four lepers have an epiphany!  “If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”  I can see them hobbling and shuffling toward the enemy camp.  They have nothing to offer and nothing to lose.  But God, in the way He does, uses the least – foolish, weak and men of little strength and small repute, actual outcasts – to save the city.  This is clear evidence of how different God’s standards to judge value and worth vary from our standards for the same.

Impact on Me

There is great value in study of the Word, practicing spiritual disciplines and daily devotions, worshipping together, serving in ministry.  These are all a necessary part of growing in our Christian walk.  However, they do not define our value in God’s eyes.  While they demonstrate our gratitude – our recognition of the grace and mercy poured out on us and for us, our commitment to submit and obey, our desire to return love to Him – they do not make us more worthy in God’s sight.  We are worthy when we choose to be in Christ through the surrender of repentance and accepting the salvation provided for us on the Cross. 

These four lepers remind me “that no man may boast in the presence of God.”  My accomplishments, my talents, my knowledge, my accumulated wisdom, my faithful performance, only has real value when it is offered up in humility and used to walk in obedience to His will and purpose in my life.   The best thing I bring to the table is my ear to hear and my heart to obey. Our God is able to make the fiercest army flee before anyone He chooses, even four starving, crippled, rag draped lepers that society considers worthless.  What can He do with me if I will just get up and go when He calls?

Devotion

Lord God Almighty, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the One Who stooped down from Heaven to redeem my unworthy soul, I worship You.  I want to see with Your eyes and value others with Your heart.  I want to be just who You call me to be, not wishing to be someone else doing something else because they are being seen and recognized and I am not.  I want to remember that what You can accomplish in and through me is only limited by the freedom I will allow to Your Holy Spirit.  Change my heart, break loose the things in me that break Your heart so I may be Your good and faithful servant.  I pray this all in Jesus’ name. 

On Faithfulness When You Don’t Understand

Luke 1:29-38  (JBPhillips) 29-33 Mary was deeply perturbed at these words and wondered what such a greeting could possibly mean. But the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary; God loves you dearly. You are going to be the mother of a son, and you will call him Jesus. He will be great and will be known as the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him the throne of his forefather, David, and he will be king over the people of Jacob forever. His reign shall never end.”

 34 Then Mary spoke to the angel, “How can this be,” she said, “I am not married!”

But the angel made this reply to her – “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, the power of the Most High will overshadow you.  Your child will therefore be called holy – the Son of God.  Your cousin Elisabeth has also conceived a son, old as she is.  Indeed, this is the sixth month for her, a woman who was called barren.  For no promise of God can fail to be fulfilled.”. 

“I belong to the Lord, body and soul,” replied Mary, “let it happen as you say.”  And at this the angel left her.

Observation

“For no promise of God can fail to be fulfilled.”  Without blaming God, Zacharias and Elisabeth grew old honoring and serving God faithfully while bearing the shame of being childless, which was generally perceived by their culture as an indication of God’s disfavor.  Nevertheless, they remained faithful over a lifetime.  They loved and served God without understanding the why of their childlessness or what they had done to deserve it.  Zacharias and Elisabeth had borne the shame of being childless until they were too old to conceive, so a child was a very long-awaited justification of their faithful service, their “well done, good and faithful servant”. 

“I belong to the Lord, body and soul,” replied Mary, “let it happen as you say.”  So, also, Mary trusted God even though she would bear the disgrace of being unmarried and pregnant, bringing shame on her family, becoming a social outcast, probably throwing away any hope for marrying Joseph or any future marriage.  For Mary, saying “yes” meant risking at a very young age everything about her life and future. 

Impact on Me

I am sure that they were aware of the costs of their obedience, whether the price was paid up front (as in the case of Zacharias and Elisabeth) or paid forward (as in the case of Mary).  How do I weigh the costs when God asks me to do something?  Am I willing to suffer disgrace and serve in “shame” for His sake, allowing others, even family and friends, to misunderstand or disagree, leaving the explanations, the defense of my pathway, to God?  Am I willing to risk it all to obey God, allowing Him to count the cost and spend or invest me as He sees fit?  Am I willing to wait and wait and wait until God says the time is right?  All of these questions probe how much I trust God and need to be addressed over and over to ensure that I remember I am called to be a servant. 

Devotion

Lord God, Almighty, Eternal Father, I submit my life to You and commit to be a good and faithful servant.  Remind me that I am not in charge and I don’t need to understand as long as I trust You and know I am obeying You.  May my “yes” remain so after I hear Your request.  Help me always to allow You to weigh the cost to me against the benefit to Your kingdom.  Make it so, in Jesus’ name.