faith – Pressing On In His Footsteps

On God’s Strategies

Joshua 7:2-7 MSG God said to Gideon, “You have too large an army with you. I can’t turn Midian over to them like this—they’ll take all the credit, saying, ‘I did it all myself,’ and forget about me. Make a public announcement: ‘Anyone afraid, anyone who has any qualms at all, may leave Mount Gilead now and go home.’” Twenty-two companies headed for home. Ten companies were left.

^4-5God said to Gideon: “There are still too many. Take them down to the stream and I’ll make a final cut. When I say, ‘This one goes with you,’ he’ll go. When I say, ‘This one doesn’t go,’ he won’t go.” So Gideon took the troops down to the stream.

^5-6God said to Gideon: “Everyone who laps with his tongue, the way a dog laps, set on one side. And everyone who kneels to drink, drinking with his face to the water, set to the other side.” Three hundred lapped with their tongues from their cupped hands. All the rest knelt to drink.

⁷God said to Gideon: “I’ll use the three hundred men who lapped at the stream to save you and give Midian into your hands. All the rest may go home.”

Observation

The enemy’s army was huge – they “were spread out on the plain like a swarm of locusts…like grains of sand on the seashore!” So Gideon gathered as large an army as he could from the tribes of Manasseh, Asher, Zebulun, and Naphtali, but, compared to the army he faced, his army of 32,000 was small and would easily be overwhelmed. So, to us it would make sense to try to send out a call to battle to all of the tribes of Israel to gather more men, but, God says no. “As a matter of fact, Gideon, you have too many. When I give you victory over them, your men will think they did it and not Me.” God proceeded to reduce the fighting force down to 300, a ridiculously small force to fight the battle IF you are judging from a human perspective. Again God is crafting a miracle of deliverance for these people who in a generation or so will again forget His love and care for them. We hear over and over again in Judges how subsequent generations did evil in the sight of God, abandoning Him for false gods and doing what seems right in their own eyes. Nonetheless, this tiny band of 300 is victorious.

God’s strategy is a mystery to us. We pray and ask Him for what makes sense to us, what seems good or right or profitable in our eyes, our hearts, our experience. We try to reason out and take the shortest, wisest, most productive path to our goals – the ones we’ve determined in our hearts will please God. We look to our own plans, methods, strengths, talents and abilities to serve Him and fight against the enemy. We see Him extend mercy and grace time and time again to those we do not believe deserve it and will not profit or change by receiving it. His ways just don’t make sense to us, often seeming like the long way around or letting the guilty off easy or giving the enemy a chance to gloat over our defeat. We just don’t understand but, like Gideon, we are asked to set aside what makes sense to us in order to trust and obey. That reveals the mark of our faith, the measure of our submission.

Impact on Me

Can’t tell you how many times I have wondered, “God, what are You thinking? God, have You lost my address?” Can’t tell you how many times I have felt like Job – “I did nothing wrong. I don’t deserve to be here in this mess! Where are You?” What about, “I have a perfectly good plan here that You should bless. Why are You not on board?” I have foolishly limited God by praying for Him to accept my solution rather than asking Him for His. Or, like Gideon, mustering the support to overcome in my own plan in my own strength rather than seeking God for His strength, His plan. In these times I forget that He is working all things together for good because I love Him.

The Book of Judges is a warning. I see this pattern over and over in the Bible. Someone starts out well but ends up in a mess created by pride, hubris, greed, self-importance, rebellion and so on. I am commanded to seek first the Kingdom of God and all else will be provided for me. I need to release the need to know and understand what God is doing this moment and in this circumstance. God is more interested in building my faith than in explaining why, more interested in developing my character than in making life easy, more interested in molding and shaping a pure heart than in making me momentarily happy.

Devotion

Father God, I bow my knee to You in all of life’s joys, trials and struggles. I pray that, despite all my questions and concerns, I will be like Gideon with this battle and let God encourage me until I trust in His plan. I pray that, despite all my questions and concerns, I will be like Jesus and trust that, whatever the cost to me, the benefit to the Kingdom is worth it. I pray that, instead of asking, “Why am I here?”, I will ask, “What is it You would have me do here to accomplish Your will and purpose?” Learning to be obedient, content and expendable in God’s hands is not painless, may not make sense, and requires pride to die. I pray that I will allow the Holy Spirit to change and make me that good and faithful servant. In Jesus’ name, I pray.

On Where We Place Our Confidence

2 Tim 1:11-12 JB Phillips It is this Gospel that I am commissioned to proclaim; it is of this Gospel that I am appointed both messenger and teacher, and it is for this Gospel that I am now suffering these things. Yet I am not in the least ashamed. For I know the One in Whom I have placed my confidence, and I am perfectly certain that the work He has committed to me is safe in his hands until that day.

2 Timothy 1:11-12 MSG This is the Message I’ve been set apart to proclaim as preacher, emissary, and teacher. It’s also the cause of all this trouble I’m in. But I have no regrets. I couldn’t be more sure of my ground—the One I’ve trusted in can take care of what He’s trusted me to do right to the end.

Observation

We see the disarray in the world around us and feel as though things are out of control, are falling through the cracks, are swirling with desperation. If we get our eyes on the circumstances, we can forget that God (Father, Son and Holy Spirit) is used to the unchanging nature of the world. Because we have His Spirit and life working within us, we want to fix things, shake people awake to the loveliness, grace and salvation in Christ. So, we get busy doing all that is humanly possible to make it so. Some receive the message and are changed, but, then, when we run into unbelief, ridicule, rejection and persecution for being a faithful “preacher, emissary, and teacher,” we are surprised, discouraged, deterred and can even act ashamed of the Gospel we are sent to share. Jesus, the greatest, most anointed teacher to ever walk the earth, suffered the same. Why should we expect our faithfulness to receive a different result?

Paul was a frequent prisoner which degraded his credentials among his peers. This Gospel he was (and we are) “set apart to proclaim” went against the culture, thought, human nature and, sometimes, laws of his times (and ours). As Christians, we preach a crucified Savior, a counter cultural warrior with unconventional weapons (forgiveness, surrender, et al.), a King committed to peacemaking rather than power mongering. When we focus on circumstances (how we are being affected), we can forget that we serve the One True, Almighty, Everlasting God Who created all and is over all. He has the plan (still His one and only Plan A) that will succeed (no question here!) and has offered to let us partner with Him in the implementation. Imprisoned Paul never forgot – “I am perfectly certain that the work He has committed to me is safe in his hands until that day.” When God decides a thing will be done, it will be – regardless of what we can do for or against it.

Impact on Me

I recognize that participation in “the work He has committed to me” may require sacrifice (setting aside my own plans, giving up my own rights, being shamed by the world, or misunderstood and rejected for my stance). God’s directions may leave me baffled at times because they seem to lead in the wrong direction or along an illogical or serpentine path. Here, I will be tempted to help Him by creating my own plan, defining the work that needs to be done – showing a lack of confidence in His. If I do so, He will find someone else who will listen and obey to accomplish His eternal purposes.

So, in Whom do I place my absolute confidence? I pray to always be like Jesus – “Not my will, but Yours be done.” I want to marinate all I do in prayer so the works I do will be in fulfillment of God’s Plan A, saturated with the Holy Spirit and full of God-flavor in every bite. This takes time, soaking in prayer, patiently waiting, listening for what I am to be doing, allowing for gradual change – in me as well as those I will impact. I will only be willing to do so if I absolutely trust “the work He has committed to me is safe in his hands until that day.”

Devotion

You are my Almighty, Everlasting, Gracious, Patient, Self-Sacrificing, Loving Father. How can I ever doubt Your faithfulness, Your wisdom, Your power, Your plan? I choose to walk away from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil to eat from the Tree of Life, to sit under its branches, to rest in Your Presence, to listen to Your Holy Spirit for what You would have me do in this partnership You have so graciously made. I want to be like Jesus – walking in Your life, light and perfect will. Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

On God’s Plan May Not Make Sense

Joshua 5:13-15 MSG And then this, while Joshua was there near Jericho: He looked up and saw right in front of him a man standing, holding his drawn sword. Joshua stepped up to him and said, “Whose side are you on—ours or our enemies’?” ¹⁴He said, “Neither. I’m commander of God’s army. I’ve just arrived.” Joshua fell, face to the ground, and worshiped. He asked, “What orders does my Master have for his servant?” ¹⁵God’s army commander ordered Joshua, “Take your sandals off your feet. The place you are standing is holy.” Joshua did it.

Proverbs 3:5-6 MSG Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own. Listen for God’s voice in everything you do, everywhere you go; He’s the one who will keep you on track.

Observation

I believe this commander was Jesus. He allowed Joshua to fall down and worship Him, something an angel would not do, and Jesus is identified as the commander of God’s army in Revelation (Revelation 19:9-16 NIV). Regardless, any meeting with any angel must have been a jarring, overwhelming experience since the glory of God accompanied them (Luke 2:8-10). This man must have exuded the appearance, confidence and awesome presence of a truly mighty warrior for Joshua to accept his self-identification as the commander of God’s army.

Joshua asks, “Whose side are you on—ours or our enemies’?” When the man says, “Neither,” he is making Joshua aware that there is a third side to choose. “What orders does my Master have for his servant?” Joshua abandoned his battle plans, took the third side – God’s side – and did not hesitate to submit his authority to God’s commander. He had seen enough of the ways of God in Egypt, in the wilderness and crossing over Jordan to adopt God’s plan without hesitation. I am sure he did not understand how marching around the city would bring the walls down. Nevertheless, the battle plan for Jericho was going to be fought with the weapons of obedience, faith, and submission to the same God who brought them out of Egypt and through the wilderness.

Impact on Me

How often do I only see or consider two sides – my side and the opposing one? How often do I assume that God is on my side rather than ensuring that I am on His? How often do I launch into battle without presenting my plans to God to see if they sync with His? Jesus consistently shocked His disciples by challenging the religious and cultural status quo. Do I need a big scary angel to stand in my way to stop me from going it on my own? Am I willing to submit to a plan that doesn’t make sense to me? Which of us would come up with a salvation battle plan that starred a meek and humble man untrained in war, a troublemaker rejected by the accepted religious authorities, a crucified Savior?

“Trust God from the bottom of your heart; don’t try to figure out everything on your own.” In my experience, choosing God’s side is not always easy, comfortable, safe or logical. I had to learn the hard way that I was not always going to understand or be my version of successful or even be liked in my faithfulness. At the very least, my pride will have to die in submitting to Jesus as Lord. I want to be like Joshua at this moment and like Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane when the time comes to choose sides.

Devotion

Almighty, All-Wise, Merciful God, Your battle plan for redeeming humankind may not make sense to me but I choose Your side, Your plan, Your weapons. Train me to recognize how to use love, grace, mercy, forgiveness, humility, kindness and all Your other virtues as weapons to fight Your battles for the souls You desire to save. Change my definition of success to align with Yours. May I clearly hear and quickly obey Your commands on each and every battlefield where You send me. I ask it all in the name of Jesus. Make it so.

On Conditioning the Soil of My Soul

Matthew 13:18-23 MSG“Study this story of the farmer planting seed. When anyone hears news of the kingdom and doesn’t take it in, it just remains on the surface, and so the Evil One comes along and plucks it right out of that person’s heart. This is the seed the farmer scatters on the road.

^20-21“The seed cast in the gravel—this is the person who hears and instantly responds with enthusiasm. But there is no soil of character, and so when the emotions wear off and some difficulty arrives, there is nothing to show for it.

²²“The seed cast in the weeds is the person who hears the kingdom news, but weeds of worry and illusions about getting more and wanting everything under the sun strangle what was heard, and nothing comes of it.

²³“The seed cast on good earth is the person who hears and takes in the News, and then produces a harvest beyond his wildest dreams.”

Observation

Just before Jesus explains this parable/story, His disciples ask Him why He tells stories. He replies: “That is why I tell stories: to create readiness, to nudge the people toward a welcome awakening. In their present state they can stare till doomsday and not see it, listen till they’re blue in the face and not get it.” Every story Jesus told left His hearers with the challenge to respond to what they heard. “What kind of soil are you? What kind of soil do you want to be?” There were those that did ponder these questions and those who did not.

Jesus wanted His hearers to question the status quo – all that they had been taught was true religion and how to please God – and compare these to the voice, actions and commands of the One True God as revealed in the Scriptures. The exercise of religion as defined by the religious leaders of the time (Pharisees and Sadducees, primarily) was condemning, exclusionary, impossibly rigid and a very heavy burden. Jesus wanted His hearers to know His Father for Who He is rather than following empty man-made rules and rituals. His stories were told to till the soil of the soul and make it “good earth” in order “to create readiness, to nudge the people toward a welcome awakening” – that any and all who receive and embrace the seed He sows will thrive in God’s Kingdom.

Impact On Me

This story is a beautiful picture of our God and His desire to care for us. No self-respecting farmer purposely throws seed on the road. The farmer of this story does because He is generous and hopeful with His invitation to receive and grow in Christ. He casts the seed (His Word, His influence, His love – all of Himself) on hard and rocky places, taking the chance that the soil will awaken to the change offered, to create that readiness, to nudge toward seeing the Kingdom available, and receive the seed. I can see Jesus walking in the field and bending down to break up the soil, to pull out the weeds, to scrape away the gravel so the seed has a chance to take root and grow. This is why He walked the earth and died on the Cross.

I remember when I first heard Jesus asking me to challenge the status quo – what I had been taught to believe – and begin to read the Word of God, sit in His presence, and awaken to Who He really is – patiently and passionately redemptive, loving, merciful, just, faithful, for me and not against me, and so much more – converting obedience to joy. Over the years, He continues to till the soil of my soul, increasing the breadth of the good earth in me as I allow Him to remove the weeds and rocks that life has buried there. There is still much field to be cleared and planted. With the help of the Holy Spirit, I will allow the Tiller to do all His Kingdom work.

Devotion

Lord God Almighty, King of all kings, Lord of all lords, Persistent Farmer of the fields of our souls, You are faithful, You are diligent, You are untiring and passionate in Your efforts to see us thrive in Christ and in Your Kingdom. Clear the field of my soul of all the rocks and weeds of life so that the field of my soul expands to be all good earth. Help me to let go of the weeds that are deep-rooted and the rocks which are large and heavy – not ashamed for them to be revealed but glad for them to be exposed to and carted away by You. I submit myself to You without reservation. In Jesus’ name, I pray.

On the Name of Jesus

John 14:9-14 Phillips “Have I been such a long time with you,” returned Jesus, “without your really knowing me, Philip? The man who has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? The very words I say to you are not my own. It is the Father who lives in me who carries out his work through me. Do you believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? But if you cannot, then believe me because of what you see me do. I assure you that the man who believes in me will do the same things that I have done, yes, and he will do even greater things than these, for I am going away to the Father. Whatever you ask the Father in my name, I will do—that the Son may bring glory to the Father. And if you ask me anything in my name, I will grant it.

Acts 3:16 Phillips It is the name of this same Jesus, it is faith in that name, which has cured this man whom you see and recognise. Yes, it was faith in Christ which gave this man perfect health and strength in full view of you all.

I Speak Jesus
Songwriters: Jesse Pryor Reeves, Dustin Smith, Abby Benton, Carlene Prince, Raina Pratt.

I just wanna speak the name of Jesus over every heart and every mind ’cause I know there is peace within Your presence – I speak Jesus

I just wanna speak the name of Jesus ’til every dark addiction starts to break, declaring there is hope and there is freedom – I speak Jesus

‘Cause Your name is power – Your name is healing – Your name is life
Break every stronghold – Shine through the shadows – Burn like a fire

I just wanna speak the name of Jesus over fear and all anxiety – to every soul held captive by depression – I speak Jesus

Shout Jesus from the mountains – Jesus in the streets – Jesus in the darkness over every enemy – Jesus for my family – I speak the holy name – Jesus, oh

Observation

The name “Jesus” has no more power than any other name, UNLESS it is imbued with “faith in Christ” – Jesus of Nazareth, Son of Man, Son of God, Messiah, Word of the Father and so much more. When it is invoked in the power and authority of Jesus the Christ, there is no power that can stand against the name of Jesus because the full power and authority of the One True Almighty God stands behind it and flows through it. “I assure you that the man who believes in me will do the same things that I have done, yes, and he will do even greater things than these, for I am going away to the Father.”

Greater things?? Do we really believe this? Do we pray in Jesus’ name expecting the power of evil to back up and the degradation of sin to begin to disintegrate? Most of us are stretched in our faith to reach out expecting to see the kind of immediate results had at the word or hand of Jesus. Why is this so? Do we reach out hoping rather than believing, saying the words without expecting to see a change, or wavering because we are wondering what God’s will really is in the matter? In Christ, we have the overwhelming advantage in power and we need to recognize and use it.

Impact on Me

Many years ago, I read a pamphlet with extracts from a prayer warrior’s journal. This is the one statement I remember. “We don’t have to hold out against the devil. He has to hold out against us!” This changed the way I pray. I began to understand the difference between the power of the enemy and the power of our God. My pastor said that the difference in power is as if the devil is a microwave and God is the Sun. I need to be reminded often because circumstances can seem like an avalanche – so sudden, heavy and unending!

“I Speak Jesus” is a song of war, one that reminds me that, because I am in Christ, I can step out and take the offense, have the courage to invade the Enemy’s camp and take back what he has stolen, be bold to wield the weapons of God to enforce the Enemy’s defeat by Jesus on the Cross, choose to continually live, walk, speak in the power and anointing of the name of Jesus. “Your name is power – Your name is healing – Your name is life. Break every stronghold – Shine through the shadows – Burn like a fire.” There are days I feel ready, a fully armed and trained soldier, and others when I feel like I am still in basic training….

Devotion

Father, Almighty, Everlasting, All Powerful, All Merciful God, You deserve all praise and honor. Who am I that You would adopt me as Your own, equip me to represent You, forgive me when I act like a coward or doubt Your faithfulness and ability to accomplish Your will? I am so grateful for Your mercy when I fail by just saying the words of a prayer rather than bathing them in faith, believing for Your power to work out Your will. I want to speak the name of Jesus with the same expectation Jesus had of Your response, Your power flowing. To do so, I need to follow the example of Jesus to increase my intimacy with You and so to deepen my faith. Help me choose to do so. In Jesus’ name, I pray.