On Exploding Pretensions

2 Kings 7:3-7 MSG It happened that four lepers were sitting just outside the city gate. They said to one another, “What are we doing sitting here at death’s door? If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”  So after the sun went down they got up and went to the camp of Aram. When they got to the edge of the camp, surprise! Not a man in the camp! The Master had made the army of Aram hear the sound of horses and a mighty army on the march. They told one another, “The king of Israel hired the kings of the Hittites and the kings of Egypt to attack us!” Panicked, they ran for their lives through the darkness, abandoning tents, horses, donkeys—the whole camp just as it was—running for dear life. 

1 Corinthians 1:26-29 PhillipsFor look at your own calling as Christians, my brothers. You don’t see among you many of the wise (according to this world’s judgment) nor many of the ruling class, nor many from the noblest families. But God has chosen what the world calls foolish to shame the wise; he has chosen what the world calls weak to shame the strong. He has chosen things of little strength and small repute, yes and even things which have no real existence to explode the pretensions of the things that are—that no man may boast in the presence of God. 

Observations

This may seem strange at first, but, to me, this is one of the most encouraging stories in the entire Old Testament.  The city has been cut off from resources for months.  The people in the city have resorted to unthinkable ends by the lack of food.  The prophet Elisha has predicted a sudden and dramatic turn around of the situation, but no one believes him. Outside the city gates, with no hope for help or food from inside the city, we have these four lepers.  Now lepers were avoided by others because the disease was communicable (it is a virus), had no cure and resulted over time in disfigurement, even to the extent of losing fingers, toes, noses.  Lepers were considered a waste of space and resources.

These four lepers have an epiphany!  “If we enter the famine-struck city we’ll die; if we stay here we’ll die. So let’s take our chances in the camp of Aram and throw ourselves on their mercy. If they receive us we’ll live, if they kill us we’ll die. We’ve got nothing to lose.”  I can see them hobbling and shuffling toward the enemy camp.  They have nothing to offer and nothing to lose.  But God, in the way He does, uses the least – foolish, weak and men of little strength and small repute, actual outcasts – to save the city.  This is clear evidence of how different God’s standards to judge value and worth vary from our standards for the same.

Impact on Me

There is great value in study of the Word, practicing spiritual disciplines and daily devotions, worshipping together, serving in ministry.  These are all a necessary part of growing in our Christian walk.  However, they do not define our value in God’s eyes.  While they demonstrate our gratitude – our recognition of the grace and mercy poured out on us and for us, our commitment to submit and obey, our desire to return love to Him – they do not make us more worthy in God’s sight.  We are worthy when we choose to be in Christ through the surrender of repentance and accepting the salvation provided for us on the Cross. 

These four lepers remind me “that no man may boast in the presence of God.”  My accomplishments, my talents, my knowledge, my accumulated wisdom, my faithful performance, only has real value when it is offered up in humility and used to walk in obedience to His will and purpose in my life.   The best thing I bring to the table is my ear to hear and my heart to obey. Our God is able to make the fiercest army flee before anyone He chooses, even four starving, crippled, rag draped lepers that society considers worthless.  What can He do with me if I will just get up and go when He calls?

Devotion

Lord God Almighty, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the One Who stooped down from Heaven to redeem my unworthy soul, I worship You.  I want to see with Your eyes and value others with Your heart.  I want to be just who You call me to be, not wishing to be someone else doing something else because they are being seen and recognized and I am not.  I want to remember that what You can accomplish in and through me is only limited by the freedom I will allow to Your Holy Spirit.  Change my heart, break loose the things in me that break Your heart so I may be Your good and faithful servant.  I pray this all in Jesus’ name. 

On Being Part of the Permanent

1 John 2:15-17 MSGDon’t love the world’s ways. Don’t love the world’s goods. Love of the world squeezes out love for the Father. Practically everything that goes on in the world—wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important—has nothing to do with the Father. It just isolates you from him. The world and all its wanting, wanting, wanting is on the way out—but whoever does what God wants is set for eternity.

1 John 2:15-17 Phillips Never give your hearts to this world or to any of the things in it. A man cannot love the Father and love the world at the same time. For the whole world-system, based as it is on men’s primitive desires, their greedy ambitions and the glamour of all that they think splendid, is not derived from the Father at all, but from the world itself. The world and all its passionate desires will one day disappear. But the man who is following God’s will is part of the permanent and cannot die.

Observation

So, here we are again standing by the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.  John is telling us that “Practically everything that goes on in the world—wanting your own way, wanting everything for yourself, wanting to appear important…” is eating that same fruit.  If we do so, we are choosing to value (want) everything that is temporal, passing away, of no eternal value.  God has not said through John that we cannot have and enjoy things, or be good leaders, or attain high positions.  However, He is saying that we must watch the motives – is it to serve Him, His purposes, and His reward system or all about me, me, me and what I get out of it here and now.

I love this phrase – “The man who is following God’s will is part of the permanent and cannot die.”  This is not speaking about physical death of the body but, rather, about the permanence of the rewards of eternal life guaranteed by placing our full trust in the Father and choosing obedience over our reputation, possessions and praise for our accomplishments.  To follow God’s will be hard on all that is acclaimed and held dear by the world’s system (“men’s primitive desires, their greedy ambitions and the glamour of all that they think splendid” – KJV “the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life”).

Impact on Me

I am guaranteed eternal life by the salvation provided in Christ.  John is speaking here to those who have done the bare minimum without any further investment in bringing the Kingdom.  John is speaking of the necessary equipping and the map for the journey of sanctification, becoming more like Christ.  Jesus tells me in Scripture to be lightly attached to the things of this world even though I must have things to live in it.  The Father knows what I need and will provide it.  He also tells me to overcome through love all that is evil in this world (driven by lust and pride).  Here John says it again.  “Never give your hearts to this world or to any of the things in it. A man cannot love the Father and love the world at the same time.”  I must not value temporal things above eternal ones.

In this chapter, John reminds me that loving the Father and loving my neighbor (really anyone including my family) are interconnected.  He is warning me that the love of me and what I have at the expense of others is not moving me along the road to sanctification (becoming more like Jesus).  Being generous with what I have, content in where He places me, loving my enemy, praying for those who spitefully use me, freely extending forgiveness to those who mock and abuse me, trusting God to avenge in His time and way – these are footsteps forward on the journey.  These kinds of reactions to the world’s system may be slightly wounding to my soul (my pride, my reputation, my social status), but they are milestones on my path and please my Father in Heaven.

Devotion

Eternal Father, Redeemer, Comforter, Teacher, Almighty God, You are everything true Love embodies.  I want to do more than just the minimum.  I want to demonstrate my gratitude for all You have done for me by loving and serving all you bring my way so they may be changed by Your Love as I was.  I want to be one who is recognized as Yours in all I do.  Keep me watchful so I can always be following Your will and living/walking in the “permanent” (eternal) every day.  I ask this in Jesus’ name.

On Disreputable Characters

Matthew 9:9-13 MSG Passing along, Jesus saw a man at his work collecting taxes. His name was Matthew. Jesus said, “Come along with me.” Matthew stood up and followed him.

10-11 Later when Jesus was eating supper at Matthew’s house with his close followers, a lot of disreputable characters came and joined them. When the Pharisees saw him keeping this kind of company, they had a fit, and lit into Jesus’ followers. “What kind of example is this from your Teacher, acting cozy with crooks and misfits?”

12-13 Jesus, overhearing, shot back, “Who needs a doctor: the healthy or the sick? Go figure out what this Scripture means: ‘I’m after mercy, not religion.’ I’m here to invite outsiders, not coddle insiders.”

Matthew 23:13-14 Phillips “But alas for you, you scribes and Pharisees, play-actors that you are! You lock the door of the kingdom of Heaven in men’s faces; you will not go in yourselves neither will you allow those at the door to go inside.

Observation

Tax collectors, especially Jewish ones, were anathema and traitors to the Jews because they served the Romans by agreeing to extract (and profit from) exorbitant taxes imposed on their fellows.  Anyone who associated with a tax collector would be a “disreputable character” in the sight of both Pharisees and fishermen.  Jesus regularly engaged in this kind of shock therapy with His disciples to break down their strongholds of prejudice and judgment created by tradition and teaching of the religious leaders.

Jesus also purposely challenged the man-made rules of the Pharisees, but never broke Mosaic Law.  Jesus accused the Pharisees of being so obsessed with duty and form that they missed the heart of God – grace, mercy and redemption.  He accused them of misinterpreting God’s intended relationship with His creation.  In Matthew 23 Jesus called the Pharisees hypocrites who played the role of true spiritual men but were really only playacting rather than serving God with a pure heart.  Above He accused them of foolishly and jealously (and unnecessarily) guarding the door of Heaven to keep out disreputable characters and missing the blessing of entering in themselves. Jesus came to throw the doors open wide.

Impact on Me

So, I have to ask myself – who do I consider disreputable characters, traitors, unworthy of heaven?   Who do I mark as unredeemable, untouchable, crooks and misfits?  Where am I playing the role of a spiritual woman to look good when my actions don’t represent what is in my heart?  Where are the places in me that I don’t want Jesus to challenge and the Holy Spirit to touch?  Hard questions that must be answered if I want to avoid playing a role and start living a holy life.

When I was first saved, my husband and I had a charter sportfishing boat.  We spent many hours a day at the docks.  The docks harbor many people who lead a rough and raw life – most of us would label them disreputable characters.  On our way home one day I was thinking about (and judging negatively) a man on the docks who was coarse, hedonistic and disrespectful to women.  In that Pharisee moment, I saw him as filthy and unredeemable.  The Holy Spirit in His grace and mercy hit me with the baseball bat of His insight and I heard, “Yes, that is what your soul looked like before you received Jesus.”  I wept because I realized that I had so easily forgotten the undeserved and overwhelming grace and mercy I received from the God Who gave His only Son for me and for Whom all is possible.  This is why I need to ask myself again and again the questions above, allowing Jesus to examine my heart and the Holy Spirit to change me for the better.

Prayer

O Lord, God of the Impossible, Father of Mercy and Grace, how quickly I tend to judge other’s worth when I need to be judging my response to the grace and mercy I have received.  I want to be a Pharisee in diligence, in studying Your Word, but keep me from falling into the trap of thinking that You are performance-based and give more worth by my achievements.  Keep my heart soft toward the disreputable characters, the crooks and misfits that I might be an instrument of redemption in Your Hand.  May I be one hugging and welcoming those who enter Your gates.  Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

On Being the House Jesus Built

Hebrews 3:1-6 MSG So, my dear Christian friends, companions in following this call to the heights, take a good hard look at Jesus. He’s the centerpiece of everything we believe, faithful in everything God gave him to do. Moses was also faithful, but Jesus gets far more honor. A builder is more valuable than a building any day. Every house has a builder, but the Builder behind them all is God. Moses did a good job in God’s house, but it was all servant work, getting things ready for what was to come. Christ as Son is in charge of the house.  Now, if we can only keep a firm grip on this bold confidence, we’re the house!

[ESV] Therefore, holy brothers, you who share in a heavenly calling, consider Jesus, the apostle and high priest of our confession, 2who was faithful to him who appointed him, just as Moses also was faithful in all God’s house. 3For Jesus has been counted worthy of more glory than Moses—as much more glory as the builder of a house has more honor than the house itself. 4(For every house is built by someone, but the builder of all things is God.) 5 Now Moses was faithful in all God’s house as a servant, to testify to the things that were to be spoken later, 6but Christ is faithful over God’s house as a son. And we are his house if indeed we hold fast our confidence and our boasting in our hope.

Observation

Jesus is the Builder and the Son in charge of the house (which is us when we receive Him as Lord and Savior).  He desires to be the designer, builder, remodeler, butler, contractor, Lord of the manor – all of it.  As long as we allow, He will do as much as we allow to become what He has designed in His blueprints for us.  Everything we do needs to be based on this understanding, this foundation, this submission – whether it is study or service, parenting or being parented, giving or receiving, recreation or daily duties, whatever we do from moment to moment, day to day.  

If our foundation is Christ, if we allow Him to be the contractor, as He builds up the house, we should reveal Him to the world in all we do.  A difficulty arises when we forget to consult Him and start building on our own without running the plans by Him first.  I think of the Winchester House which became a confused labyrinth housing her fears and the ghosts of her past.  Building our lives willy nilly, just for the sake of building, accomplishing something, creating curb appeal that impresses others, rather than consulting Jesus’ blueprints for each of us, will end up the same.  Whatever He has designed for each of us is our perfect service, our perfect size and shape, our perfect purpose. 

Impact on Me

I have been known to identify myself as a recovering overachieving perfectionist who is not always recovering.  I struggle to balance putting too strong an emphasis on study and the gaining of knowledge with increased relationship-building, evangelism, outreach, daring to step out into new and bold experiences in faith.  While I 100% agree with the necessity and value of teaching apologetics, Christian foundations, and digging out the truth of the Gospel, these things all point inward and are, in their own way, selfish (what I get out of it) and easily controlled by me (my effort and ability determine my success).  Walking out the knowledge gained is quite another matter – my success depends on:

  • my obedience,
  • my submission,
  • my willingness to serve,
  • my faith to step outside a safe environment to take Jesus where I may not be comfortable or accepted,
  • my trust in what God has promised He will do,
  • my willingness to risk being a sacrifice and even appearing foolish and a failure.   

Even here, I must guard against the temptation to respond out of duty or looking for praise, again controlling my success by creating a checklist of “what is right to do.”  The teachings of Jesus were all about how we respond in love and gratitude by walking out our faith in the love and grace of Father God; the passion of Christ was the ultimate model for how I am to live my own life before God, “being faithful in everything God gave Him to do” because He could do no less.  Let all the credit go to my Builder, Jesus.

Prayer

Lord, I want to be faithful in everything You give me to do.  I want to balance knowledge with action, faith with deeds of compassion, mercy, truth.  Speak loudly and clearly to me so that I won’t ever be in doubt about Your wishes, Your will, Your plan for me.  I want to be a house built to Your specifications with only Your fingerprints on what is built.  In Jesus’ name, make it so.

On Handicaps

2 Corinthians 12:7-10 (MSG) Because of the extravagance of those revelations, and so I wouldn’t get a big head, I was given the gift of a handicap to keep me in constant touch with my limitations. Satan’s angel did his best to get me down; what he in fact did was push me to my knees. No danger then of walking around high and mighty! At first I didn’t think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. Three times I did that, and then he told me, “My grace is enough; it’s all you need.  My strength comes into its own in your weakness.”  Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ’s strength moving in on my weakness. Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size—abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become.

Observation

Paul considers his “thorn in the flesh” to be a gift because it reminds him that no healing or miracle is done in his own strength.  He is reminding us all that no matter what we bring to God’s work (talent, ability, education or ??) or accomplish in His name, we need to humbly give all the praise to Him, recognizing that it all arises from what we allow Him to do and be in and through us.  Paul knows that God can give any power, authority, talent, wisdom, strength, ability, words and any other resource to any one at any time to accomplish His will and purpose.  We should not consider ourselves special because He chose to give us a few that impress people.  Look at the artisans who constructed the Temple – no one is humanly talented enough to beat that elaborate candlestick out of one lump of gold.  God must have had His hand in it. 

We see God in Scripture reminding us of Who He is (“the Lord High and Mighty) and who we are if we remain meek and humble, allowing Him to be our strength.  One of my go-to stories is always Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego thrown into the fiery furnace and coming out alive without smelling like smoke!   When I feel completely overwhelmed and insufficient, I am reminded the four lepers of 1 Kings 7, considered worthless by the city and yet the ones who brought salvation from desperate famine.   And then there is Jesus, Who drove sickness, disease and demons out with a word or a touch.

Paul is saying that his “gift of a handicap” rescues him from becoming prideful and accepting praise for God’s works.  Paul’s handicap is a constant reminder that when he allows God to be strong in his weakness, God comes in like a flood and accomplishes all He has planned.

Impact on Me

I am a person who does not like to be the center of attention.  Please don’t hand me the microphone!  This does not mean that I do not struggle at times with being unrecognized (which pride translates as unappreciated).   I have to burn calories to change the devil’s recording – “That was really bad!  No one thinks you are doing a good job!  You said what!?   You are hopeless!”  and so on.  I have to replace that recording with what Jesus says about me – “You are a child of God and a temple of the Holy Spirit.  I am with you and will never leave you.  I love and appreciate you and that will never change.  I have called you and will give you all you need to accomplish My will and purpose.”  

“I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ’s strength moving in on my weakness.”  Pride always exposes weaknesses to condemn and accuse, but Paul is telling me (and you) that God exposes weaknesses so, when I surrender, I can flow in His strength.  This is a new perspective for me.   I am being asked to ignore the judgment, criticism and culture of my world to accept and see my life, my thoughts, my doings from God’s perspective.   As with Paul, my handicaps are meant to expose those hidden pockets of pride, my weaknesses, my “high and mighty” thoughts so I can take my limitations in stride and let Jesus take over.

Prayer

Lord, I want to take my limitations in stride and with good cheer, as Paul did.  I want to be surrounded by others who understand and accept limitations as opportunities for You to be strong and mighty.  I want to trust You enough to wait until You are ready to do a thing, even if I am getting really nervous or anxious from what I see as urgent.  Give me the gift of always being aware of my limitations and how they can be an opportunity for You to be strong.  I want to live a life surrendered to You, dependent upon You, listening to You, guided by You, awash in You.  Draw me into the garden with You more and more.  I love You, Lord.  In Jesus’ Name, make it so.