On What’s in My Tabernacle

On What’s in My Temple

1 Kings 6:23-29 [MSG] “Then he made two cherubim, gigantic angel-like figures, from olivewood. Each was fifteen feet tall. The outstretched wings of the cherubim (they were identical in size and shape) measured another fifteen feet. He placed the two cherubim, their wings spread, in the Inner Sanctuary. The combined wingspread stretched the width of the room, the wing of one cherub touched one wall, the wing of the other the other wall, and the wings touched in the middle. The cherubim were gold-plated. He then carved engravings of cherubim, palm trees, and flower blossoms on all the walls of both the Inner and the Main Sanctuary.”

Observation

Why are cherubim always portrayed as little naked baby angels?  Here they are very definitely portrayed as the strong silent types (“gigantic angel-like figures”) who guard the very presence of God.  Their images are carved all over the inside walls of the Temple.  Very few people could even enter into the sanctuary (the Holy Place or the Holy of Holies) to see these carvings, so this was not a reminder to the general public.  Who needed to be reminded of what Heaven affords in provision, protection and power?  The priests who served. 

In addition to the cherubim, there are the palm trees – symbols of victory, the conquering King (the palm branches of the triumphal entry in John 12 and Revelation 7).  I think also of the wonder and relief that a palm would bring to a wanderer in the desert as the promise of an oasis with water, dates for food, rescue, rest, restoration, relief from the dry, parched journey.  

What of the flower blossoms?  They are beautiful, fleeting, striking, promising seed – spending themselves for the reproduction and generation of more plants, more flowers, more seeds in the future, symbols of hope and redemption.  

Why was all of this on the inside where the general public could not see it?  Because they were not yet redeemed.  Hebrews 9:6-15 This Tabernacle and its sacrifices were a temporary fix, a shadow of the relationship God wants to restore. This Tabernacle, the Temples, and now us as His temple are so reminiscent of the Garden of Eden, that place where God walked and talked with His people, the place He intends to restore to us all in Christ.

Impact on Me

The Word tells us that we are not only a holy people and God’s priests, but also the temple of God’s Spirit.  In Christ, we can enter into the Holy of Holies. I have to ask myself what is engraved on the walls inside me?   Do I look like this Tabernacle on the inside?

When Jesus enters this temple, does He find me offering sacrifices of praise, prayer, obedience, and commitment?  Does He hear my heart and soul declaring that God is my protection, my hope, my victory, my redeemer, my resource, my Lord Whom I obey gladly even to the point of being broken and spilled out for His will and purpose?  Is the presence of God in my Holy of Holies guarded by fiery, fierce cherubim who strike fear in the heart of any enemy that would dare to approach?  Is my service to God coated with gold from top to bottom?

With the help of His Holy Spirit, I am being remodeled, reconstructed, restored to look like His Heaven on the inside so that people who don’t yet know Him will meet Him in me.

Prayer

Lord, I want to serve you with clean hands and a pure heart, a holy temple in which You find the sacrifices You count worthy to praise and worship You.  May my tabernacle of Your Holy Spirit also look like Heaven on the inside, full of Your presence, power and anointing. May my altars always be smoking with that sweet savor of Your presence, Your wisdom, Your redemption, Your grace so that others will come to know You because they are drawn to that fragrance and meet You in me.  In Jesus’ name, I pray.

On Being the House Jesus Built

Hebrews 3:1-6 MSG So, my dear Christian friends, companions in following this call to the heights, take a good hard look at Jesus. He’s the centerpiece of everything we believe, faithful in everything God gave him to do. Moses was also faithful, but Jesus gets far more honor. A builder is more valuable than a building any day. Every house has a builder, but the Builder behind them all is God. Moses did a good job in God’s house, but it was all servant work, getting things ready for what was to come. Christ as Son is in charge of the house.  Now, if we can only keep a firm grip on this bold confidence, we’re the house!

[ESV] Therefore, holy brothers, you who share in a heavenly calling, consider Jesus, the apostle and high priest of our confession, 2who was faithful to him who appointed him, just as Moses also was faithful in all God’s house. 3For Jesus has been counted worthy of more glory than Moses—as much more glory as the builder of a house has more honor than the house itself. 4(For every house is built by someone, but the builder of all things is God.) 5 Now Moses was faithful in all God’s house as a servant, to testify to the things that were to be spoken later, 6but Christ is faithful over God’s house as a son. And we are his house if indeed we hold fast our confidence and our boasting in our hope.

Observation

Jesus is the Builder and the Son in charge of the house (which is us when we receive Him as Lord and Savior).  He desires to be the designer, builder, remodeler, butler, contractor, Lord of the manor – all of it.  As long as we allow, He will do as much as we allow to become what He has designed in His blueprints for us.  Everything we do needs to be based on this understanding, this foundation, this submission – whether it is study or service, parenting or being parented, giving or receiving, recreation or daily duties, whatever we do from moment to moment, day to day.  

If our foundation is Christ, if we allow Him to be the contractor, as He builds up the house, we should reveal Him to the world in all we do.  A difficulty arises when we forget to consult Him and start building on our own without running the plans by Him first.  I think of the Winchester House which became a confused labyrinth housing her fears and the ghosts of her past.  Building our lives willy nilly, just for the sake of building, accomplishing something, creating curb appeal that impresses others, rather than consulting Jesus’ blueprints for each of us, will end up the same.  Whatever He has designed for each of us is our perfect service, our perfect size and shape, our perfect purpose. 

Impact on Me

I have been known to identify myself as a recovering overachieving perfectionist who is not always recovering.  I struggle to balance putting too strong an emphasis on study and the gaining of knowledge with increased relationship-building, evangelism, outreach, daring to step out into new and bold experiences in faith.  While I 100% agree with the necessity and value of teaching apologetics, Christian foundations, and digging out the truth of the Gospel, these things all point inward and are, in their own way, selfish (what I get out of it) and easily controlled by me (my effort and ability determine my success).  Walking out the knowledge gained is quite another matter – my success depends on:

  • my obedience,
  • my submission,
  • my willingness to serve,
  • my faith to step outside a safe environment to take Jesus where I may not be comfortable or accepted,
  • my trust in what God has promised He will do,
  • my willingness to risk being a sacrifice and even appearing foolish and a failure.   

Even here, I must guard against the temptation to respond out of duty or looking for praise, again controlling my success by creating a checklist of “what is right to do.”  The teachings of Jesus were all about how we respond in love and gratitude by walking out our faith in the love and grace of Father God; the passion of Christ was the ultimate model for how I am to live my own life before God, “being faithful in everything God gave Him to do” because He could do no less.  Let all the credit go to my Builder, Jesus.

Prayer

Lord, I want to be faithful in everything You give me to do.  I want to balance knowledge with action, faith with deeds of compassion, mercy, truth.  Speak loudly and clearly to me so that I won’t ever be in doubt about Your wishes, Your will, Your plan for me.  I want to be a house built to Your specifications with only Your fingerprints on what is built.  In Jesus’ name, make it so.

On Handicaps

2 Corinthians 12:7-10 (MSG) Because of the extravagance of those revelations, and so I wouldn’t get a big head, I was given the gift of a handicap to keep me in constant touch with my limitations. Satan’s angel did his best to get me down; what he in fact did was push me to my knees. No danger then of walking around high and mighty! At first I didn’t think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. Three times I did that, and then he told me, “My grace is enough; it’s all you need.  My strength comes into its own in your weakness.”  Once I heard that, I was glad to let it happen. I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ’s strength moving in on my weakness. Now I take limitations in stride, and with good cheer, these limitations that cut me down to size—abuse, accidents, opposition, bad breaks. I just let Christ take over! And so the weaker I get, the stronger I become.

Observation

Paul considers his “thorn in the flesh” to be a gift because it reminds him that no healing or miracle is done in his own strength.  He is reminding us all that no matter what we bring to God’s work (talent, ability, education or ??) or accomplish in His name, we need to humbly give all the praise to Him, recognizing that it all arises from what we allow Him to do and be in and through us.  Paul knows that God can give any power, authority, talent, wisdom, strength, ability, words and any other resource to any one at any time to accomplish His will and purpose.  We should not consider ourselves special because He chose to give us a few that impress people.  Look at the artisans who constructed the Temple – no one is humanly talented enough to beat that elaborate candlestick out of one lump of gold.  God must have had His hand in it. 

We see God in Scripture reminding us of Who He is (“the Lord High and Mighty) and who we are if we remain meek and humble, allowing Him to be our strength.  One of my go-to stories is always Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego thrown into the fiery furnace and coming out alive without smelling like smoke!   When I feel completely overwhelmed and insufficient, I am reminded the four lepers of 1 Kings 7, considered worthless by the city and yet the ones who brought salvation from desperate famine.   And then there is Jesus, Who drove sickness, disease and demons out with a word or a touch.

Paul is saying that his “gift of a handicap” rescues him from becoming prideful and accepting praise for God’s works.  Paul’s handicap is a constant reminder that when he allows God to be strong in his weakness, God comes in like a flood and accomplishes all He has planned.

Impact on Me

I am a person who does not like to be the center of attention.  Please don’t hand me the microphone!  This does not mean that I do not struggle at times with being unrecognized (which pride translates as unappreciated).   I have to burn calories to change the devil’s recording – “That was really bad!  No one thinks you are doing a good job!  You said what!?   You are hopeless!”  and so on.  I have to replace that recording with what Jesus says about me – “You are a child of God and a temple of the Holy Spirit.  I am with you and will never leave you.  I love and appreciate you and that will never change.  I have called you and will give you all you need to accomplish My will and purpose.”  

“I quit focusing on the handicap and began appreciating the gift. It was a case of Christ’s strength moving in on my weakness.”  Pride always exposes weaknesses to condemn and accuse, but Paul is telling me (and you) that God exposes weaknesses so, when I surrender, I can flow in His strength.  This is a new perspective for me.   I am being asked to ignore the judgment, criticism and culture of my world to accept and see my life, my thoughts, my doings from God’s perspective.   As with Paul, my handicaps are meant to expose those hidden pockets of pride, my weaknesses, my “high and mighty” thoughts so I can take my limitations in stride and let Jesus take over.

Prayer

Lord, I want to take my limitations in stride and with good cheer, as Paul did.  I want to be surrounded by others who understand and accept limitations as opportunities for You to be strong and mighty.  I want to trust You enough to wait until You are ready to do a thing, even if I am getting really nervous or anxious from what I see as urgent.  Give me the gift of always being aware of my limitations and how they can be an opportunity for You to be strong.  I want to live a life surrendered to You, dependent upon You, listening to You, guided by You, awash in You.  Draw me into the garden with You more and more.  I love You, Lord.  In Jesus’ Name, make it so.

On Keeping Wonder Alive

Psalm 8 (NLT) (A Psalm of David) 1  O Lord, our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth! Your glory is higher than the heavens.  2  You have taught children and infants to tell of your strength, silencing your enemies and all who oppose you.  3  When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers – the moon and the stars you set in place –  4  what are mere mortals that you should think about them, human beings that you should care for them?  5  Yet you made them only a little lower than God and crowned them with glory and honor.  6  You gave them charge of everything you made, putting all things under their authority.  7  the flocks and the herds and all the wild animals, 8  the birds in the sky, the fish in the sea, and everything that swims the ocean currents.  9  O Lord, our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!

“Lord, who am I compared to Your glory?  Who am I compared to Your majesty? I am Your beloved, Your creation, and You love me as I am. You have called me chosen for Your kingdom, unashamed to call me Your own.” (“Your Beloved” from Jesus, Lead On album, Vineyard Music).

Observation

Reflecting on David’s life and reign, I recognize that his life experiences produced awe and wonder that is clearly evident in David’s song of praise in Psalm 8. Despite living a tumultuous life – a wild roller coaster ride of faith and faithlessness, submission and selfishness, sin and repentance, loyalty and betrayal (both his own and that of those he trusted), humility and pride, courage and cowardice, from being hunted like a dog to becoming king over all – at the end David puts his hope and trust in the God he has depended upon, served and returned to all of his life – the God Who has rescued and restored him over and over again.

Half of the book of 2 Samuel focuses on David’s sin, his failures as a father, king and commander, and the troublesome consequences of those failures; yet, at the end David is no longer crying out for rescue, restoration or deliverance but only marveling at the wonder of this limitless awesome God Who first even takes notice of us and then loves us so that He forgives our sin, ignores our shame and calls us His beloved (“When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers — the moon and the stars you set in place—what are mere mortals that you should think about them, human beings that you should care for them?”).  I believe David in his darkest, lowest, most desperate places experienced the wonder of being God’s beloved, one whom God redeemed, restored and gladly called His own.

Impact on Me

Like David, I am so human and have in my life had my own roller coaster of trauma, sucess, tragedy, joy and sorrow. Some of the low points were not of my doing (deaths, relatives who struggled with mental illness, etc.) The failures I must own are the result of poor judgment or selfishness or pride or other choice that “seemed good in my own eyes.” However, although I present myself before Jesus with nothing to offer but a load of guilt and shame to my name, He forgives me again and restores me like the Prodigal Son. I marvel at the wonder of it.

So, like David who kept repenting and returning, I dare to believe that Jesus was serious about making salvation accessible to me when He died on the Cross even though my life is sometimes a roller coaster.  I want to fully embrace and, yes, even live my life as evidence that:

  • Regardless of the most worthless or despicable past, redemption, restoration and renewal are truly available for whosoever will call on the name of The Lord;
  • The Creator of the Universe, the King of Kings knows me;
  • That same King has entrusted me with power and authority in His name (You gave them charge of everything you made, putting all things under their authority.);
  • In times of failure, the throne room of that same King is where I enter in to find grace, mercy, Jesus there as my strong advocate, where guilt and shame are washed away, and
  • In my victories, I give all the praise, honor and glory to my King, holding nothing back for myself.

I never want to forget the wonder of His grace, His sacrifice on my behalf, His continuing care, His love for me.  I want to live my life fully embracing that He has called me (and you) His beloved, chosen for His kingdom, unashamed to call me Your own.  What a wonder!!

Prayer

God of Wonder and Majesty, Father, Redeemer, I dare to believe that I am Your beloved even though it seems too good to be true. Lord, may I also hear You describe me as one after Your own heart, one who gives You joy in Your heart, one who knows without a shadow of a doubt that I am Your beloved, one who has been good and faithful in Your service.  Make it so, in Jesus’ name.

On Choosing Center

Ephesians 1:15-23 MSG 15-19 That’s why, when I heard of the solid trust you have in the Master Jesus and your outpouring of love to all the followers of Jesus, I couldn’t stop thanking God for you—every time I prayed, I’d think of you and give thanks. But I do more than thank. I ask—ask the God of our Master, Jesus Christ, the God of glory—to make you intelligent and discerning in knowing Him personally, your eyes focused and clear, so that you can see exactly what it is He is calling you to do, grasp the immensity of this glorious way of life He has for his followers, oh, the utter extravagance of His work in us who trust Him—endless energy, boundless strength!

20-23 All this energy issues from Christ: God raised Him from death and set Him on a throne in deep heaven, in charge of running the universe, everything from galaxies to governments, no name and no power exempt from His rule. And not just for the time being, but forever. He is in charge of it all, has the final word on everything. At the center of all this, Christ rules the Church. The Church, you see, is not peripheral to the world; the world is peripheral to the Church. The Church is Christ’s body, in which He speaks and acts, by which He fills everything with His presence.

Observation

“The church, you see, is not peripheral to the world; the world is peripheral to the church.”  The word “peripheral” is defined as something sitting on the edge, and is a synonym to such words as outermost, fringe, border, and surrounding.  Because we are creatures that live by our senses, we tend to accept as real what we can see, hear, touch, taste, or smell.  We can fall into the trap of letting this physical world seem to be more central to our existence, more impactful, more powerful, more substantive than the spiritual, which we can’t see, hear, touch, taste, or smell.  Paul is reminding us here to keep our perspective in line with reality – the world, as well as everything and everyone in it, revolves around Jesus, Who “is in charge of it all, has the final word on everything.”  He is the center of all that exists – the Word that created all and the Life that sustains it.

“God raised Him (Jesus) from death and set Him on a throne in deep heaven, in charge of running the universe, everything from galaxies to governments, no name and no power exempt from His rule.”  Satan is an insurrectionist and wants to deceive us into allowing our physical world to be our center because then we have put him in charge.  He wants to manipulate our circumstances so we depend on what we can do in our own strength to fix or improve them.  He wants to get our eyes to wander and our understanding to dim so that we forget Whose we are, Who we serve, and Who is really in charge – “everything from galaxies to governments, no name and no power exempt from His rule.”  Jesus walked this earth as a man empowered by the Holy Spirit to show us what He intends for us to do and be in His name – individually and as a part of His Body, the Church. 

Impact on Me

I confess that I have at times allowed my eyes to wander and my understanding to dim when I look at the condition of the world around me.  So many families, including my own, struggle with keeping Jesus as the center.  We feel the need to do something!!  There are times when fear, heartache or desperation creates an urgency for me to do something to fix situations or people rather than trust in and wait on God.  In times like these, I have allowed myself to drift out from the center toward the fringes.  It is in those times when I don’t remember and dwell in that personal relationship with Jesus that the physical impossibilities swell to become overwhelming.  It is then that I must repent for insurrection.  “God raised Him from death and set Him on a throne in deep heaven, in charge of running the universe, everything from galaxies to governments, no name and no power exempt from His rule.”    When I take matters into my own hands, am I not putting myself on the throne? 

When I wake up to my insufficiency to rule the Universe, the Holy Spirit so sweetly reminds me of Jesus, Lord of the Universe, Creator of all, God’s Son, changing the course of all history by dying an excruciating, shameful death on a Cross and rising again to provide life eternal for whosoever will come – including all those I think need fixing and, especially, me.  One faithful person submitted to God changed the future of nations and generations.  He listened and obeyed God in the face of overwhelming circumstances.   What can I accomplish in His name if I do the same?  “I ask—ask the God of our Master, Jesus Christ, the God of glory—to make you intelligent and discerning in knowing Him personally, your eyes focused and clear, so that you can see exactly what it is He is calling you to do, grasp the immensity of this glorious way of life He has for his followers.” 

Prayer

Lord, God of the Universe, Creator of all, Savior, Redeemer – why do I ever neglect time with You?  Why do I ever consider my ways as better than Yours?  Lord, forgive me for doubt, unbelief and the arrogance of trying to usurp Your authority and throne.  I embrace Paul’s prayer for me so I can become intelligent and discerning as our personal relationship deepens so I will fulfill Your call on my life and allow Your love, grace, power, anointing and hope to flow through me without any human hindrance.  Make it so, Lord.  I pray this in Jesus’ name.